me

2008-03-28T16:26:00.010+08:00

I don't know if I should stay, or turn around and run

Sports day, quite boring in fact, nothing much, Chew house lost the cheer competition, hahas, unexpected, since we've been winning for a lot of years. CCA relay was quite horrible. I have ugly blisters on my hands now. Nothing much actually.

Sailing back to SAFYC tomorrow, yay, finally! I miss Joyce.

Put down your world
Just for one night
Pick me up again

Maybe it's a fall from grace

2008-03-25T23:01:00.002+08:00

I think I'll blog here once in awhile, cause I like the name spasticity (: School's alright, nobody visits this blog, I guess. I kindda forgot how to use blogger already! HAHA! Not used to it. Post a longer post another day.

2007-10-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

http://walkoverhere.livejournal.com

2007-10-04T23:21:00.000+08:00

Haven't blogged in a long time,
was asking Brenda to help me do my livejournal for me,
but she haven't do yet!
Oh wells, don't feel like blogging nowadays,
don't feel too happy recently.

Went to NSC with Bryna yesterday,
and after that to Ikea.
Thanks Bryna.
Thanks for accompnaying me,
all over Singapore,
hahahhas, no many people will do that.
we bought the same plate!
I'm really grateful!
We do crazy things together <3

I finally finally bought my life jacket.

Yesterday was ah ma's death anniversary,
I kept waking up in the middle of the night.
Maybe cause I know she passed away at night.
Sighs, I miss her.
I wonder if Elisha and Belle misses her anot.

Such sad days I'm having.

Today got back results.
Pupil's profiling.

I'm an Audio Learner,
the stronger one,
so weird, I used to be a visual audio,
no wonder I can half sleep in class,
as long as I listen, Ican understand.
Cool lah xD

Stayed back with squaddies,
I love them,
we played truth or dare until 615!
Then me, Wei Kee and Sian Ching,
headed to Kovan to buy stuffs for camp.

We took a long long time to decide can.
Wei Kee was nce enough to accompany me for dinner.
Had a long long talk with her,
oh man! Now you know all my secrets!
No need to play truth already xD
Wah, squaddies are the love,
I can't seem to keep my deepest darkest secrets from them.

She stayed with me,
until I both ofusgot up abus,
that we both can take!
I love you, dearest!

Homed.

Camp tomorrow.
I feel no excitement or whatsoever.
It's on my birthday lah!
Who will right.
Darn. Of all days.

And Siew Li called me just now,
talked to me about stuffs and all.
I bet she couldn't tell, I was crying over the phone.
Sighs, but it was all wrong.

Oh wells. Tomorrow will be a better week.
Tears on my pillow, will not wash away the stains you left.
Squaddies are still loved.
I wish I can say I do not care and MEAN IT.
Someday, I will mean it.
One fine day.
I'm still daddy's beloved,
embraced in his love,
no matter how tough,
how tiring, how many tears I shed,
life is still worth living cause of him.

Oh, thanks bestfriend for your present,
it was the first (:

Take out the lies, I telling myself, forcing myself,
to be numb towards everything.

2007-09-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

Okay, gideon is weird.
He called me.

G: Eh, how you going tomorrow?
C: Take 55 to Bedok, then MRT to Tanah Merah, then cab there.
G: I meet you at Tanah Merah?
C: Okay, what time?
G: HEE HEE HEE, bye bye
Hangs up*

-.-''

HUH?!
I HEARD HIM GIGGLING TO HIMSELF CAN!
Crazy Gideon.
Goodness!

My mum confiscated my phone,
got 17 messages!
So annoying,
now I'm lazy to reply them all.
HAH.

Sailingggggggggg.

2007-09-29T22:16:00.000+08:00

Funfair was alright lah,
hahahahahas,
I was the referee most of the time.
I'm THE BEST REFEREE.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS!
I got another faint tanline on where my watch is,
hah, see, I'm under the sun most of the time.

Saw Miaozhen,
surprising.

I love our Sumo game,
it's so fun can!
I think I injured my neck while playing it,
hurts now.
I hope it does not affect training!
I tell you ah,
guys are so violent can,
seriously, I got scared,
goodness, c-r-a-z-y!

Okay okay, I had fun fooling around with Bryna!
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAS!
We did stupid things!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHS!
Seriously stupid!
Like pushing each other and rolling around!
And my head was like,
craddled in Jiale's armpits today,
while playing with her!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAS!
It's such a crazy yet fun game!

I got to dunk Mr Tang.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS!
I ROCK PLEASE!
And I heard the song dedication to B36 =D
Okay, we have no school on monday!
Goes crazy*
E-liz likes to make fun of me!
Charlotte looks more of an alien then Harry Potter.

I'm so tired.

Had dinner with WeiYing and Jiale,
hahahhahas!
I sort of miss WeiYing in a way,
oh wells.

Had a nice talk with Jiale,
hee, thanks for understanding,
and of course great minds think alike.
I love tlaking to Jiale,
cause I can tell her anything!
And she understands me (:
Loves!

Okay, homed, waiting for hair to dry!
Training tomorrow.
I'm still hesitating to go byte intermediate,
I have not sign the form,
need to hand in tomorrow.
I'm scared.

`It's a happy happy day

2007-09-28T23:27:00.000+08:00

Okay.
My computer officially sucks.
BWAH.

Funfair preparation was crap.
I'm in no mood for a fun fair,
it's like a not fun funfair.
Serious,
I don't wanna be pissed with Miss Ferng,
but, argh!

Okay, and I quarelled with my mum,
thus my handphone was confiscated,
bah, whatever.

I'm in this super sian mood.

There is a lot of emotions inside me now,
all supressed,
yet wanting to burst out.
I'm so tired!

I know you still love me,
I'm yours.
Dear daddy.

`Big girls don't cry(:

2007-09-27T23:15:00.000+08:00

The result for my blood test came out,
okay, part of it.
Cause I went to test for blood group,
and something esle.
I'm A+!
SO EXCITING!
Most of the people are O or B,
I'm A+!
My dad's AB and my mum's B+,
I'm different and unique!
=D

I'm so sian and tired,
I just want to sleep and sleep,
I don't want to think of things,
that makes me sad.

And I hate to sms nowadays,
I'm so lazy to even pick up my phone,
and type a message!

I'm addicted to the song,
disconnected by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.

2007-09-27T22:51:00.000+08:00

His love for me.

It's an alright day,
I guess.
I woke up late,
cause I wanted to sleep more,
then told mum that I'll go to school myself,
I left house at 7am,
best, I reached school at 735am!
Then everywhere I go,
JUST SIAM PREFECTS AND MISS KOK!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS!

Maths was argh,
it was so boring,
plus it was RAINING.
No matter how much I want to stay awake,
my eyelids will just drop,
so boring can!
Me and Bryna did stupid things to keep ourselves awake,
but failed!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHS!
I miss sitting next to her!

Bowling after that,
okay lah,
I kindda suck at it,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!
Not bowling material lah,
more of sailing!
TEEHEEHEE!
Yu Ning was my companion,
she is damn super duper cute!
Eyecandy! HAH!
Went back to school with her,
for some briefing thingy by dearest SianChing.

Rushed to Vivo to meet Jamie and Bryna,
wah, on the way there,
so tired can!
And there is this stupid woman,
who plays music on her handphone, damn loudly, throughout the whole journey,
without earphones or whatsoever.
So irritating lah,
she think the train is hers ah!
It's damn damn loud and hen nan ting lah, her songs!
The whole world was glaring at her,
I having headache, want to sleep,
still play songs so loudly,
and she got off only at Outram!
I got so irritated that I took at picture of her!
TSK!

Bought a hamster,
wah so so so so small can!
It's like a baby mouse with hair!
SO SO SO SUPER CUTE LEH!
Then I heard it make the eek eek sound!
I told Jamie!
Cause I didn't know hamster will make sounds!
So I told her,
Eh! The hamster will squeak squeak one!
Then she orh -.-
What squeak squeak.
!@#$%^&

She bought the hamster and the cage back home!
Thanks JamieO!
In the Mrt,
I was sleeping like some pig,
SUDDENLY I HEARD A SQUEAK SQUEAK!
I still half sleeping lah,
got a shocked,
and I saw stupid Jamie laughing,
PIGGGGG.

I am so tired!
I actually wanted to go for tuition,
changed my mind and went to sleep,
I feel sick.

I feel super sian.
About so many different things.
I miss B36.

I miss you.

2007-09-26T22:53:00.000+08:00

Give way.

What a day.
Hah, went for blood test,
they took lesser blood this time,
but it was more painful,
cause the pressure of lower,
so the blood flowed out slowly,
ouch.

Was late for school,
hohoho,
missed like so many periods =D
I just love slack days.

Our video shoot was crap,
mr-you-know-who is a ridiculous person,
with a big round tummy.
The camera guy,
came like 1 hour late can,
so our whole shoot got delayed.
CHEH.
And we just march march awhile only.

The total time I spent in class was,
about one hour plus,
for the whole day!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAS!
And it was chinese from morning to noon,
crazy.

Went to collect ceremonial dress at HTA,
first u! Number one uniform!
Rocks, I tell you!
It's the most sudki one.
I think a took a too big size for myself -.-
I should have taken a size 5.
Instead of 6!

I love SianChing,
forever my confidante,
hee, her shoulders are always alwasy there,
for me to lie on,
especially on journeys to HTA!
I told her about my fears of going to intermediate,
school life,
she told me about hers as well,
we should catch up more squaddie!

And today,
on the return journey,
she slept on my shoulder instead,
her hair is so spikey,
I gave up trying to sleep on it.
First time, she slept.
Serious, I was shocked.
Dear squaddie, I know you are tired,
so all the saikang,
thanks, you're the best see,
loves.

Eh, be honoured lah,
you're the first person whom I whispered in your ear,
saying the three words can!

Went back to school,
then opposite to bubble tea,
Yu Ning appeared,
omg, she is so fierce after training!
TSK!
We are going bowling and we plan to do everything together,
even maluating ourselves!
HAHAHAHAHAHS!
the convo at the table was quite funny,
why, cause the ywere laughing at me!
HUMPH!

Homed with Fish Ning,
=D

Can you tell I'm annoyed.
Irritated, angry, pissed.
Cannot right.
I tell you I am.

I got back home,
saw one bowl of soup and rice,
so I started eating it.
Then like half the bowl gone,
my brother came down,
and then quarrelled with me over it.
Cause mum actually took it for him,
but he didn't want to eat,
ass, he started going crazy.
So many screaming and shouting,
he used the mop to throw at me,
like throwing javelin like that.
Gosh.

Mum and sister pretended nothing happen,
and continued doing their own things.
Gah, that's why I envy people,
with happy happy families.
Chey, I just get jealous lah.

After that, sister was being an ass as well,
she snatched the bathroom with me,
seriously, I let her go bathe first,
it's always like that,
I'm feeling so blah now,
seriously, wtf.

Sometimes, I hate the life that I have,
I miss the old times.
Gah, so emo,
then I will just suppress everything,
tell myself to tolerate,
then I'll run to my room and punch the wall.

I'm so annoyed now,
even when I feel like screaming at people who are talking to me,
told myself,
aiyah, also not their fault that I'm feeling like that,
gah.

Philippains 1 : 21-24
People like me,
just love to take the easier way out.
Sighs.

Seriously,
screwed up me.
Hah.

I'm not gonna play your game,
I'm not gonna to be so foolish,
like in the past,
I have learned my lesson.
Heartbreaker.

Dear dad, I need you around,
remind me that you still love me,
more than anything,
you love me THE MOST,
cause I feel super unloved, shitty and screwed up now.

`Your love

2007-09-26T00:41:00.000+08:00

Hello wello!
I haven't been at the computer for so so long!
Okay, a few days!
I lead a busy and fun life see.

Alright, innovation week,
we put in damn a lot of effort,
like seriously,
shall not elaborate on how much effort we put in,
but I can be sure we put in the MOST effort in 3a2.
Hee, go argue with me on the tagboard if you like,
it will not be entertained.
=D
My group rocks lah,
we stayed up until 4am together,
and we just rock lah.
THE ELITE DEVELOPERS.

I missed training,
cause, of personal reasons,
HOHOHOHOHOHO!

Sighs, I'm handing in the confirmation form,
for intermediate training already.
Today was boring lah,
goodness,
hahahahahahahas,
I slept throughout lit,
but I can remember what she say,
although I'm sleeping.
It's just goes into my brain like that.
Serious, like what rage is a very deep anger,
blah blah blah.

Went with Jamie to Hm to buy mooncakes!
I left it at her house!
I love Jamie,
she waited for me for 90 minutes!
=D
I love her bed,
it's so SOFT AND NICE.
Don't worry, I love you more than your bed =D

Played lanterns with,
Alvina, Gwendolyn, Jessica, Jillian and WanYi,
at Alvina's park!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS!
The park's NOT hers.
It's so fun,we tried scaring people and stuff,
haw haw, we are idiots.
Trust me.

That's about it,
my wonderful day =D

Anyway, looked through the PL epistle today,
NO NP PICTURES!
Sighs, okay lah,
I'm proud of GB and St John,
deep deep down in my heart,
serious, although we never fail to argue NP is the best,
I really think GB and St John deserve Gold =D
Although NP got silver,
we deserve it too lah,
cause the gold unit schools,
like Bartley,their standard is just really very high.

Dear school,
since you are looking at people's blogs now,
I guess, maybe certain CCAs need recognition as well,
I'm not saying NPCC is not being recognised enough,
I'm talking about all CCAs in general (:
It's just a suggestion.

I had the worst and most ridiculous nightmare last night,
I remembered everything clearly,
I was shot in the head,
and didn't die,
I was still ALIVE,
and the doctors attending to me were the pastors from church.
It's quite long,
and I don't feel like saying it here,
It's a wonder why you don't find dreams ridiculous until you wake up,
I got shot in the head,
and is still alive,
it doesn't make any sense until I woke up please.
Goodness.

Dear daddy,
please chase nightmares away.

`Disappointments, one after another

2007-09-21T22:50:00.000+08:00

The stars are his handiwork too.

Project again,
I don't like IW.
Seriously, I'm so tired.
I fell asleep while bathing,
believe or not,
I just sat on my bathroom floor and slept.

This hostel thingy is not easy lah,
sighs.

Tomorrow, meeting again,
btw, today,
we found out that our project do wrongly can,
goodness.
We nearly died.
The stupid Gross Floor Area.
Okay,
relax.

I've been leaving tuition early these days,
hahahahahas!
And Mr Low takes so long to reply questions!
And I'm so tired that,
when I opn myeyes bigger,
my vision is blurred.
Oh my gah.

I'm going to draw my layouts now,
I pity achitects,
what a life,
hahahahhahahahs!

Dear people out there,
I know IW is quite shitty,
cause we got like a lot to do,
but hey, we are all doing it,
and our group did the whole area WRONGLY,
so yeah,
aza aza fighting!
=D
God bless!

`I'm blessed with the strength to carry on

2007-09-20T23:35:00.000+08:00

I was bored,
so I took out the 366 bible stories,
it's for kids,
then I started reading all the bible stories which I like,
since I was a kid.
I loved the one about Elijah going to heaven,
in a chariot of fire,
so cool!

And the one about Jesus,
he is always dressed in white with,
long brown hair,
I love stories about Jesus,
hahahahahhas,
that's why I love reading the gospels.

E, you're not the worst off,
you're not stupid,
when I was young,
you were like a real big brotehr to me lah,
so now, cheer up,
I'm glad to see you trying =D
God bless you,
take care as well!

2007-09-20T22:41:00.000+08:00

I'm willing to forgive you (:

Okay, innovation week is quite lame.
Like seriously.
We went to Alyn's house to do the project,
her house is damn cool,
she has one study room made of glass,
and she studies by writing on it,
so cool!
I had so much fun cleaning it and writing again!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAS!

Anyway, Alyn and me were the achitects,
I drew the site map,
she drew the room,
we calculated the area and stuff,
draw here and there,
took out her house plans to estimate the width and length,
we even went to the extend of measuring toilet bowls,
best right!
It's 70cm by 30cm f.y.i!

I miss so many people now.

Alvina invented friend rice.
I'm sure it's tasty!
HAW HAW!
xD

And I think my dad is damn weird.
During tuition,
he suddenly message me,
FROM OVERSEAS!

D: How was your exams
M: Okay lah, don't expect good results
D: Over already
M: Ya
D: How is school.
M: Okay lah, quite shitty
D: Really ah, homework, projects or teachers?
M: Innovation week
D: What's that, sounds so boring, luckily my school don't have
M: Ya, damn boring
D: Okay, I tell you something, I got promoted
M: Wah, you talk so much just to tell me that
D: Ya
M: Congratulations! God bless
D: Thank you (:

I spent don't know spent how much on overseas messages,
my bill's going sky high,
at least I have an excuse to say to my mum!
I think my dad's weird lah!
But I miss talking to him,
at least he understand me,
I've always been more of a daddy's girl!
=D

`Date with Kimberly!

2007-09-19T22:36:00.000+08:00

Free.

Alright, today was my LAST PAPER!
Hooray!
Then had some innovation week thingy,
our project is to build hostel,
argh!

If any of the teacher are reading this,
if you are a teacher,
I tell you,
first we are so super stressed over our EOYs,
which was being pushed forward like about 2 weeks!
Then on the day our papers finished,
we need to hand in some report.
by like 9pm.
Right, I think that is like too much.
Seriously, let us have a break can,
After innovation week,
straightaway is funfair,
oh, I forgot to mention, before EOYs,
was our CTs.

I should stop complaining,
but it's quite -.- lah,
look on the bright side,
we don't have to follow the ridiculous timetable,
which has like at least 5 consecutive periods of a same subject.
I don't know what the school is thinking.

Anyway, luched with Jamie and E-liz,
they say I'm a pig,
cause I just eat and sleep and eat and sleep,
I'm not!
Wore a Lee house shirt borrowed from JamieO,
it smells of her!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAS!

I miss JamieOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO,
like a lot a lot,
I still can talk to her about anything,
and she still has her distinct JamieO smell!
I miss walking home together from the mall,
after school,
I miss doing really spastic things with her,
teasing her, laughing with her at JinLe or something,
I miss JamieO very much.
I also miss cam whoring with her maroon camera,
and laughing about her hair,
I seriously miss Jamie.
):
We walked and walked and talked for such a long long time!

I MISS YOU JAMIEO!
We should have an outing.
Like really really an outing.

Okay okay, I know I'm discussing the project yet,
blogging at the same time,
cause they don't reply immediately.
We're supposed to hand in the report at like 9,
it's like 11 now,
and I think a lot of groups are late,
cause the whole world is online,
like 50 people are online!
Literally!

Oh well,
smile despite your tears,
hah!
I came out of the bathroom feeling refreshed.

I'm so tired lah,
I'm still in a dilemma,
hah!
I feel like giving up.

Oh man, Alyn, Alyssa, Jaslynn and me,
are meeting for breakfast,
they said 7!
It's like school!

2007-09-18T23:14:00.000+08:00

Omg, talking to E-liz is so so so !

She asked me what is go dobe.
I was like thinking,
what the hell is that man.
Is it like go take drugs or something,
cause dope is drug what,
I thought?

She said it's my nick,
which is GO.DO.BE.
Such a BIG difference with go dobe!

e-liz; no more!!! says:
Wads go dobe?
CLAIRE; GO.DO.BE. says:
What's that?
e-liz; better days.. says:
Ur nick wad..
CLAIRE; GO.DO.BE. says:
OH CHEY!
CLAIRE; GO.DO.BE. says:
I thought what the hell is go dobe!
CLAIRE; GO.DO.BE. says:
HAHHAHAHS!
CLAIRE; GO.DO.BE. says:
Okay okay, teva's motta
CLAIRE; GO.DO.BE. says:
motto*
e-liz; better days.. says:
Who is teva la?
e-liz; better days.. says:
Haha.. Motta.. Trying to rhyme izzit? Hahah..
CLAIRE; GO.DO.BE. says:
Teva is a brand lah!
CLAIRE; GO.DO.BE. says:
You damn irri leh!
CLAIRE; GO.DO.BE. says:
Like Just do it is Nike
CLAIRE; GO.DO.BE. says:
See the link?
e-liz; better days.. says:
Oh.. So teva is some unknown brand la?i get it! Hahah.!!

Oh my, she thinks teva is a PERSON!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS!
So irri lah you that moron!

2007-09-18T22:35:00.000+08:00

The promise still stands.

Omg, she is unglam one lorh.
No prizes for guessing who!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHS!
Okay okay,
I love her still.

Anyway, thanks for listening to me last night,
like seriously,
yeah, haven't talk to you for like so long,
and sometimes, I have so many things to say.
Hahahhahas,
but yeah, no matter what, especially when your world comes crashing down,
I still kept a promise to you,
so still got me =D

And and,
I LOVE YOU!

Oh man, I took a lot of courage!
HEH!

Okay okay,
I had such a blessed day,
see, I lead a happy life,
hallelujah!
Count your blessings,
name them one by one!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHS!

Physics MCQ was like,
THERE IS ONE QUESTION WHICH IS LIKE SO WASTED!
Oh my tian!
I KNOW ONE LORH!
BUT I FIGURED THE STUPID CELSIUS SCALE WRONGLY!
OH MY TIAN.

Left with Chemistry MCQ!
Then,
mummy, it's over!
=D

See, my life is blessed and happy!

Oh my,
I had the worst nigth ever last night.
After going to bed,
I CANNOT SLEEP,
when I'm so tired,
so I tossed her and turn there.

Then suddenly, I thought of my ah ma,
aiyah, 15 more days,
then it's officially 8 years.
Memories are still fresh in my head,
I started crying again,
see, like what Jon said,
I cry at everything.
So I went to read a book.

Hooray, that book was a thriller,
among the dead, it's the title lah,
I finished reading and was so scared to sleep afterwards.
And witching hours os approaching,
so I read the bible,
pray, I fell asleep,
HAHAHAAHAHHAHS!
What a night,
thank God I had no swollwn eyes.

Lunched,
go home and sleep!
=D
I woke up at 9,
and watched the new police show,
it's quite cool.

I like this song.

"In Between"

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
And things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say
But trying to regain your trust was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none

And I cannot explain to you
And anything I say or do or plan
Fear is not afraid of you
But guilt's a language you can understand
I cannot explain to you
And anything I say or do
I hope the actions speak the words they can

It's damn nice lah!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAS!
Linkin Park!

My room's in a mess!
OOOH LA LA!
Somehow I miss bible study sessions.

I can't figure you out,
hahahhahahhas.

`Godblessyou,haveablessedlife

2007-09-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

Stormy days.

Okay, today is a fabulous day.
First, I was telling Alvina how BORED I was,
then suddenly,
My dad called me to ask me to help him type a document,
I'm going to play badminton with Jaslynn and Gloria,
and I'm asked to do podium tomorrow.
See, my wishes all come true, in abundance some more,
if you have anything to wish for,
ASK ME TO DO IT FOR YOU!
It will come in ABUNDANCE!
=D

Anyway, Sianching doing podium tomorrow,
but I'm doing it two times!

And of course I was super late to meet Jaslynn cause I had a document to type.
Badminton with both of them was HILARIOUS.
Jaslynn, I suggest you try hitting every ball!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHS!

After that, Jaslynn's dad drop me and Gloria at Compass,
we got lost,
it was damn funny!

Tuitioned.
I went there to stone.
Afterall, exams are over.

After that, I went to the toilet in heartland mall.
The first level one.
I opened the door of one cubicle,
I SAW A PIECE OF SHIT ON THE FLOOR IN FRONT OF ME!
I just got a shock,
and I was like omg,
like literally on the floor on front of me!
So I changed cubicle,
the next one has YELLOW URINE ALL OVER THE PLACE.
Oh my, gross.
HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS!
So I went to the next level!

Homed.

I love JIALEH/JAIL!
She makes my night =D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!
I haven't talk to you properly for a long long time!
Like very long!
AFTER EOYS AH!
You say one ah!
xD

MCQ tomorrow, Physics.
I cleverly left my file and textbook in locker,
so I'm not studying,
hee, and I feel like going to Changi Airport with E-liz again!
I suddenly thought about it!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS!

I think I'm gonna treat you like some normal person in my life,
like how I treat others,
you lost your place,
you have no idea what you did,
and I can't bear to tell you.
Time and time again.
I always give in to you.
I still do, but I no longer love you as much as I did before.
I'll keep the memories though.

`I can't bear to

2007-09-17T14:44:00.000+08:00

You calm the storm in me

No school today,
hohohoho,
cause today no paper for me!

Felt very tired yesterday,
like, I fell asleep in front of the computer,
then when I went to bed to sleep,
sister started quarelling with mum,
brother bounced his soccer ball,
it was damn noisy lah,
screaming, boucing, some idiot playing some instrument in the next block,
oh my, I stare at the wooden board,
and had a splitting headache,
omg, it's crazy,
in the end, I still fell asleep.

Training yesterday was so tiring,
pt all the way,
madness,
my whole body is aching now.

Oh my gah.

2007-09-16T00:45:00.000+08:00

Went to NLB,
I had SUCH A HARD TIME FINDING THE fiction books area,
it's in the basement,
I WENT ALL THE WAY TO Level 7!
And I don't know how to go from Bugis to the library,
got a vague idea,
in the end, I walk over the place, before reaching.

In the end, went back,
AIYAH! I blog tomorrow, TIRED!

=D

2007-09-15T10:43:00.000+08:00

Life is great =D

Major papers are over,
left with two MCQ next week,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAS!
I survived this crazy week!
Hallelujah!
Studying is so boring,
it makes me feel like a prisoner,
life is so dull like that!

Anyway, on wednesday night,
around 12am,
I felt tremours,
okay, nothing new,
I was studying Chemistry,
I saw the whole room spinning,
and felt super dizzy,
I thought I study until I went crazy!
So I cuddle up and hug my legs on my bed,
and fell asleep with my textbook next to me.
I only found out it was tremours the next morning -.-

I feel so weird not studying now!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAS!

Going back to church for some ushering later,
I have never ushered properly in my entire life before.
Lousy!

After ysterday's paper,
me, jaslynn, Alyn, Alyssa and Mrs Tay,
went to Hwa Chong for their project's day,
she drove us there,
wah, it was damn good.

We were late,
so everybody was in the Auditorium already,
best right, then five people came in,
our seat were at the front,
and we took the middle set of stairs!
How embarassing,
while walking to our seats,
Alyssa tripped!
The whole entire auditorium were staring at us.
When we finally move in to our seats,
Alyssa took the fourt one, everybody settled down,
and realised Mrs Tay had no seat,
so all our us got up and move one seat down,
I wonder what people at the back were thinking!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAS!

but their projects were damn impressive,
only one group out of each category can get in,

One group was about maths,
some maths starting with D,
decent maths or dialect maths or something,
I go check the brochure.
Oh, discrete maths,
it's like question marks to all of us,
Mrs Tay always question mark,
and they are sec3, I'm speechless!

One about some biodegrable plstic bags,
when used will just bio degrade in 3 days!
And it's starch based and stuff,
damn cool lah,
it's cheaper then normal bio degrable plastic bags,
which are oil based, and will still harm the environment in some ways.
They target India or something.
They also invented it themselves,
so cannot reveal the formula.

There was one group about the coastal protection in Singapore,
the presentation was damn funny!
The guy dressed up in the diver suit and oxygen tank!
It's damn funny,
their video also very funny!
The language arts isalso super funny,
but I only understand some parts,
cause it's in Chinese,
very very chim!
Alvin can go there and stone!
Kidding!

One more was about the nono zinc oxide,
which they INVENTED!
And it's more effective than normal batericide,
cause they doped it with silver or something,
it all very biological and chim,
but very cool,
and they are only sec4,
THEY INVETED A SUCCESSFUL BATERIXIDE,
BUT DOING THEIR OWN EXPERIMENTS.

Another one, resveratrol lettuce,
I think this one is the best.
They added resveratrol into lettuce,
so it's something like GM food,
THEY MADE IT THEMSELVES IN THE LABORATORY CAN!
so it can prevent Parkinson's, Alzheimer's, tumour growth, etc,
Their maketing tenique is also very good,
was very impressive.
Sec 4 as well.

Wah, there were more presentations,
but these are really impressive,
After that was a break,
WAH! The food super nice!
Haven't eat for 10 minutes yet,
ask us to go back to the auditorium cause GOH arriving.
DARN!
I was thinking about the food throughout the whole thing can!

Went back home and ate dinner around 7,
wah, I was so tired,
then I fell alseep after dinner,
AND WOKE UP THIS MORNING AT 9!
HAHAHHAAAHAHHAS!
Yikes, I didn't bathe!
I was still in uniform!
So I went to bathe after that!

Going to Bugis later,
whee, I'm excited for training tomorrow!
I hope for strong wind!
So I can train sailing in strong wind,

VIRGO - The Perfectionist
Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart.
Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical. Very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic

SCORPIO - The Intense One
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

ARIES - The Daredevil
Energetic Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

GEMINI - The ChatterboxSmart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, But is only changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally.

LEO - The Boss
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

CANCER - The Protector
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

PISCES - The Dreamer
Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

TAURUS - The Enduring One
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

I'm a Libra, BUT I"M NOT NOT FLIRTATIOS.
I'm so bored!

`Don't worry, I still love you.

2007-09-11T23:15:00.000+08:00

Whoo!
emaths is over,
SS and Chinese tomorrow!

I HATE STUDYING.
Like seriously,
Claire and studying just don't go together.
I can't wait for this week to end,
oh my, THEN!
YAY!
Okay, I'm not even halfway through!
Argh, SS is crap.
It's propoganda,
it's quite nonsense in a way.
I'm so not interested in how the government governs Singapore.

While I was flipping through my SS file,
I saw a worksheet on healthcare which Miss Hazeline gave us to do.
She marked it too.
It's short answer questions, but I wrote it in point form.
The question is,
How does the Singapore finance it's expenditure to help the poor?
I have two ridiculous yet damn funny points!
-Increasing the GST
-Giving the poor more money to spend
(Miss Hazeline write N.A.Q!)
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHS!
I don't know what I was thinking at that time!

My scalp is peeling,
it's quite gross,
the feeling is pain yet not pain,
aiyah, unpleasant!

Okay, I just want to get EOYs over and done with,
I'll work hard next year.
HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAS!
Every year I say the same thing,
but it just doesn't happen,
sec1, results like shit,
I told myself, okay, sec2 I'll work harder,
Sec2 comes, I slack in T1,
results were quite good!
So I told myself, okay, I'll work harder in T2 for better results,
I still slack -.-
In the end, I slack the whole year,
and told myself to workhard this year,
and I didn't!
Goodness, I BETTER work hard next year!

Okay, I hate SS.
And the graduate mothers scheme is stupid,
they are marginalising the more educated and the less education,
so stupid.

Okay, I'm bored and sick of studying,
I haven't even finished healthcare,
omg, EOYs suck suck suck.

`I'm yours

2007-09-10T23:26:00.000+08:00

My dad's carrying me (:

Blessed day!
Everyday is blessed,
even bad days,
heh, look at the good things God has given you,
instead of the bad.
=D

Geography and Literature papers were alright,
=D
Okay lah, geog is slightly screwed.
Tomorrow is emaths.
HEH!
I'm bringing Aloe Vera to school!

Went to study at E-liz's house,
finished quite a lot,
and also, she is damn retarded please.
And I studied on her bed,
which is those pull out from underneath another bed,
so I laugh laugh and fell on the floor 2 times!
HAHAHHHAHAHHAS!
And hit my head and nose!

Anyway, I love windchimes,
those that look very handmade,
made of wood or shells,
no other type,
heh, if you give me a windchime for my birthday,
I PROMISE I'LL HANG IT IN MY ROOM!
I remember dad had to look all over Singapore for a windchime made of wood or shells,
for me, for a christmas present,
cause I only wanted that,
and brotehr wanted a control car and sister wanted Barbie doll -.-
He said I was the most mafan,
but mine was the cheapest!
But it broke ):

Okay, it's quite random.

Although bad things happen at home,
I'm still a happy kid,
=D
I'mblessedwhat!

`Not because of who I am

2007-09-09T23:15:00.000+08:00

He's got the whole world in his hands.

Training today,
yay, jiao lian said I bu chuo!
=D
Not bad lah!
He never scold me AT ALL TODAY!
=DD
And he told me,
I can sail light wind very well,
but need to practise on sailing on strong winds,
cause today wind very light.

Hahahhas, before training,
I actually prayed,
I was so scared that jiao lian will scold me again.
And the wind so was light,
we had to use our rudder to paddle out to sea,
luckily jiao lian never see!
Today, cause the wind was light,
I got time to look at the sky,
wow, the clouds are so pretty,
all my daddy God's handiwork!

Oh wells, went to cornerstone church with Gideon.
I saw Jordan,
oh my, he is like taller than me now lah!
And he still looks the same,
hahahhahahs, haven't seen him in a long time!
I still remember thise times when we were kids!

Anyway, I think the service is really good.
Like seriously,
although we missed praise and worship.
The sermon was very very good.
Too long to say it here,
but yeah,
God wants to speak to you,
he wants a personal relationship with you,
like the people of Israel,
who had a relationship with God through Moses,
yeah, and it was all very very touching.
I cried a lot, first time I cried for a sermon,
and I no longer worry,
after all, God wants the best for you,
even failures in your life are for your good,
it's part of his amazing plans.

So why worry,
why worry about failing exams,
why worry about the future,
he wants to bless you,
all his plans for you are for your own good,
why worry about about tomorrow.
He takes care of the birds in the air,
the flowers in the fields,
aren't you more precious to him then they.

A verse in Matthew says,
seek first the kingdom of God,
and all these shall be added onto you.
Yeah, seek him first,
before anything else.

Are you walking with God leading you in front,
or are you walking with God at the back,
asking him to back you up when you face trouble?
Cause when he is in front, you follow behind,
he takes care of it all.

Blessed are those who put their trust in the Lord.
=D
Yay, I'm blessed, see.

Gideon is such an ass lah,
wahlao, throughout the bus ride,
keep on teasing me can,
irri! HAHAHAHAHAHAS!
He took my pouch,
and think I never see.
Make fun of me outting so much sunblock until like mask lah,
WHO IS THE ON BURNT UNTIL LIKE LOBSTER!
HAHAHHAHAS!

`I wanna be the one to hear your slighest whisper and obey you

2007-09-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

Nothing much today,
woke up at like 2pm!
I guess I was really worn out from training!
My lips the blisters burst,
and it hurts.
Like quite badly.

I love amaths
I love amaths
I love amaths
I love amaths
I love amaths
I love amaths
I LOVE AMATHS!

No, actually, I hate it.
I just need to tell myself,
I adore amaths,
so I'll go and study it.
So yeah, I love amaths!

Anyway, went to watsons, your personal store,
to buy sunblock and the aloe vera thingy,
since Dianne haven't help me buy.
Yay, it is sold at watson!
Anyway, I took a long time to decide which sunblock to buy!
I chose Nivea,
cause Nivea like more pro than Banana Boat, for some reason.

And Nivea has SPF 20, 30, 50
SPF 20 is 12 dollars,
SPF 30 is 16 dollars,
SPF 50 is 22 dollars.
I calculated,
from SPF 20 to SPF 30.
is 4 dollars difference,
from SPF 30 to SPF 50,
is also 4 dollars difference,
but with a difference of SPF 20!
Wah, I stand there very very long,
and bought SPF30,
cause I'm not willing to spend 22 dollars on sunblock!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAS!

And the aloe vera gel works wonders,
last time, I used it,
it stop peeling the very next day!
No wonder 20 dollars lah!
Joyce's mum still can say cheap and good,
I nearly fell into the swimming pool yesterday,
when she said that,
20 DOLLARS WHERE GOT CHEAP?!?!?!?!?!?!

I just realised my after sun lotion from Banana Boat,
helps to preserve and extend tan,
SO COOL LAH!
HEH!

Okay, my whole post seems to be about sunblocks,
and after sun lotions,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAS!

Training again tomorrow!
I think I going Gideon's church for service,
cornerstone or something.

I'm scared of EOYS,
I cannot hold a pen properly cause of blisters.
):

Don't hang up on me, cause I hung up on you
I know you're right, I don't wanna fight
I can see the window closing on all my dreams
I'm caught at the crossroads
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

`It's a happy life

2007-09-07T23:07:00.000+08:00

Are you tired of chasing pretty rainbows?

Training sucked.
Well, sort of lah,
cause my byte, the kicker got abit of problem,
I didn't realise it until out at sea,
then jiao lian scolded me,
and make me go back to shore,
and I went onto his powerboat.
He says later he will switch with other sailors.
On the boat, he still scolding me ta ma de,
luckily I was wearing sunglasses,
so he cannot see the expression on my eyes,
I wanted to cry please.

After that, got switched with Joyce,
her byte very nice to sail lah,
and I didn't capsize at all.
Oh wells, something to be happy about.
jiao lain keep asking me to point, sheet in and hike out,
cause he knows I'm sort of slacking when I kept easing out my sail.
He even scolded me ben,
wah, I felt like the lousiest byte sailor,
ever since bytes were invented.
*ben is stupid in chinese

Burned until very jialat,
especially thighs and lips,
lips is really bad,
this morning it swelled,
and it's dman ugly.
But the swelling went down when I reached the club,
it swelled again after training.

Joyce'smoterh can look at me and say,
wah, my daugter ah,
her face is sooooooooo red you know,
so poor thing,
sunburnt.
She is facing a person,
with blisters on her lips,
burnt eyes and ears,
face is peeling,
she can say her daugter is so poor thing,
and say that Joyce is most badly burnt,
by the way, that person is me.
Wah, I'm speechless.
HEH!

Gideon yesterday say I kua zhang,
today he put EVEN MORE SUNBLOCK THAN ME,
and I already looked like a ghost already.
Cause he was burnt very badly yesterday.

Aiyah.
I'm very tired already.
I love sailing close haul,
I hate sailing run,
jiaolian was kind,
she didn't had PT =D
Intensive training is over!
WHOOTS!

`No rules, just sail

2007-09-06T22:55:00.001+08:00

I have learnt not to stereotype (:

2007-09-06T22:27:00.000+08:00

(:

Training again,
consecutive trainings are wearing me out.
I'msosososososososososotired.

In the morning, wind was alright,
I came back to shore,
my ears hurt,
cause I didn't put sunblock on my ears or face.
After lunch,
put like a lot of sunblock,
until my whole face white,
my ears are white,
Gideon said I kua zhang,
in the end,
I wonder who got burnt xD

After lunch, wind was crazy,
I estimated quite close,
I estimated 12 knots,
it's 13 knots xD
everybody started capszing again,
when in the hike out position,
wah, my ankle is seriously tortured my the hikinh strap,
and also, my stomach muscles, aching,
thighs aching,
STILL COME AND STRONG WIND.
So in stead of pulling in the sail while sailing haul,
when I'm picking up speed,
I ease out sail to slow down,
wah, I don't want to hike out already,
SO TIRED.

In the end, still capsize -.-
When you capsize and you upright your boat,
before you can climb in,
it capsizes on the ither side,
it damn sad,
it's the saddest thing that can happen to a byte sailor.
It's happened AT LEAST TEN TIMES FOR ME,
cause I forgot to loosen my main sheet when I capszied.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That's why cannot upright.

While trying to upright,
wah, I kena a lot of orh chehs on my upper arm already.
It looks damn damn gross.
And I also kena blisters,
More blisters,
wear glove already lah!
Thighs are seriously burnt,
for to apply sunblock on them.
Eyes are also burnt,
but I wore sunglasses!
Jiao lian scolded everybody today,
TA MA DE!
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAS!
But he is really nice back on shore,
cause he is only strict out at sea,
to make us learn,

But his PT is crazy,
I did 60 guy's sytle pumping!
My thighs, arms, stomach all muscles ache!
An american gilr joined us today,
she didn't understand jiao lian at all!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAS!
And she is dman good,
cause back in florida,
she trains in wind conditions up to 25 knots!
OMG! THAT IS CRAZY,
but she sails a laser,
so it's okay,
cause bytes will never be able to survive 25 knots!

TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY OF INTENSIVE TRAINING!
YEAH!

I'm so tired and worn out,
trainings are crazy.
Jiao lian says he is only 40!
Oh my andhe says he lao le,
so don't want to go bi sai anymore!
He already knew how to sail when he was a young kid,
damn cool lah!

Homed with Gideon Tan Yi Le,
waited for mum at the bus stop near his house,
he is much more burnt than me,
still say me kua zhang!
HAHAHHAHAHAS!
Better safe than sorry!

LAST DAY!
I'M REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY TIRED.
Worst than at camps.
8 hours of trainings for 4 consecutive days,
I'M A SURVIVOR!

My thighs are damn hot.

`I said we're better off this way

2007-09-05T23:36:00.000+08:00

Waves (:

Training again today,
Gideon went.
Hu jiao lian!
(My mum heard it as hu jiao, which is pepper in chinese -.-)
HAHAHHAHAHHAS!
Since he is Chinese and speaks with the China accent,
shall call him jiao lian instead of coach!
He scolded the same same guy as yesterday,
TA MA DE! ZHE ME CHA LE! HAI BU YAO ZHUAN XIN! SHANG AN ZHUO PUMPING!
HAHAHAHAS!
He still goes TA ME DE!
HAHHAHAAHS!

But he is a damn nice jiao lian,
he lets us play in the swimming pool,
and extends our lunch hours!

AND AND I SAW THE PRETTIEST RAINBOW IN MY LIFE TODAY!
IT'S CIRCLAR! Not the normal n shape rainbow,
it's like a halo on top of your head!
IT'S DAMN PRETTY!
I read Elizabeth's ma'ams blog some time ago,
and saw she also saw an rainbow like that,
I WAS HOPING I WILL SEE IT!
CAUSE I HAVE NEVER SEE IT BEFORE!
I SAW IT TODAY!

IT'S DAMN PRETTAYE!

It's like a halo,
the sun is in the middle of the halo,
and the clouds encircled my the rainbow,
are slighly darker than the ones outside.
It's really really really the prettiest thing I've seen in my life!
I TOLD ALL THE SAILORS AND JIAO LIAN ABOUT IT!
We all stared at it for like a few mintues,
cause it's so beautiful.
It's like God's way of telling me,
he'll watch over me.
Oh my gosh, it's so beautiful,
I wish I had a camera at that time,
but I was out at sea!
It's really really the most beautiful thing I've seen in my life.
I stand in awe of his creations.
A promise that he will never destroy the Earth with flood again.
(:

Anyway, the wind was so inconsitent today,
a first, the wind so very light,
so it's hard to sail,
lunch onwards, no wind,
so we played in the pool,
Around 2+
Wind came back,
we went back out ( I saw the rainbow)
it started getting stronger and stronger.
Hike out a lot.
Jiao lian said I improved a lot =D

AND AND! I WORE TRACKPANTS TO SAIL TODAY!
To prevent sunburnt on my thighs,
the only problem is that,
when I capsize,
there are a lot of air bubbles in my trackpants,
so I look like a freak, with one big pocket of air, around my thighs,
when I climb into the byte.
And it's so heavy when it's wet!

Anyway, the wind went crazy around 4+
The whole world started to capsize,
cause we were on the run,
and bytes are so unstable!
I capsized 3 times!
Better than the first time I sailed byte,
THAT WAS CRAZY!
Gidoen capsized like 6 times,
cause when he upright the byte,
before he could climb in,
it capsize the the other way!
THAT IS DAMN SAD!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHS!
It went continuously 5 times!
I was laughing at him,
cause I was in the sea when he capsized!

I think Jelene is very very nice!
Still cannot believe she is za boh's church friend,
THE WORLD IS SO SMALL!

Finally got back to shore safe and sound.
THEN THE PT COMES.
Wah, jiao lian's PT is crazy,
I'm aching everywhere!
Like seriously,
and my leg hurts.
Doesn't seem to be getting better,
I think I going for check up.

And whenI hike out,
the hking strap will run against my legs,
damn pain, all the skin has been rubbed away,
so it's quite raw and red now.
OUCH!
And THANK GOD FOR GLOVES!
I kena blisters WITH GLOVES,
imagine life WITHOUT gloves.

And I forgot to close my self bailer again!
Yesterday foget, today also forget!
Yes, IT'S THE SECOND TIME I WENT OUT TO SEA WITH AN OPEN SELF BAILER!
So when I sail reach,
all the water rushed in can!
I got a shock!

This is such a long post!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAS!

And my bruises are really bad,
especially those on my head and knee.
Hurts.

Yesterday I broke my toenail,
today is Gideon's turn!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHS!

And I applied sunblock all over my face, wore wet suit and trackpants,
and wore sunglasses today,
but I only started wearing them after lunch,
that's why I spotted the rainbow,
cause I go look at the sun.
So basically I protected all roundedly,
but, I FORGOT MY EARS!

MY EARS ARE BUNRT!
WHOEVER HEARD OF SUNBURNT EARS!
HAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAS!
My mum though my coach make me pull my ears cause I misbeheave.
My face isalso slightly burnt.
Wet suits are the best,
they block out almost all of the UV rays, I didn't get burnt at all,
it's more effective than sunblock!
My eyes are still sunburnt,
got one red line running across!
HAH!
I'm applying after sun lotion on my ears!
HAHAHHAHAHAS!

I wonder how am I gonna sleep tonight!
They hurt!

My arms are really aching,
100 guy's style pumping wiithin 2 days!
WAH!
My jiao lian is fair,
everybody does teh standard method!
):
But it's really effective,
I do for one day,
today, I found uprighting the byte,
easier and not so tiring,
cause normally it's damn tiring.

I'm wearing PE shorts tomorrow,
cause they protect my thighs,
and are not that heavy and will not collect air bubbles.
Bryna's booties are too big for me!

Anyway, after training,
Gideon went to play in the pool,
I went to eat chips,
cause the pool damn cold,
when I went to bathe,
he is still playing,
when I'm haven't finished bathing,
he came out already,
ready to go!
!!!!!!!!!!
HOW DO GUYS BATHE SO QUICKLY!
Somemore the sea was damn oily today,
it was like rainbow coloured,
luckily I never capsized there.

Anyway, we couldn't get a cab,
so we waited for the shuttle bus till 715!
TRAINING ENDS AT 530!
We sat by the steps and looked like abandoned kids.
Gideon looks so old now.
I remembered he used to call me Yi Xin jie jie,
cause I'm one year older.
Now, he looks older than me, cause he is taller.

Shuttle bus goes to Tanah Merah,
we took train to Pasir Ris and wanted to take 88 home.
My mum offered to fetch me from Gidoen's house.
From the train station to the termial,
he purposely walk damn fast,
cause I cannot catch up,
my legs shoter what,
and I injure my leg and I wore a set of DAMN LOOSE PANTS.
and forgot to bring belt!
So he walked infront with no shoe bag, no water bottle,
me behind,m carrying my shoe bag, my sister's giantic Nike bottle,
pulling up my shorts frequently, trying to catch up!
He still can umcheo!
I'm speechless.

Waited for mum at the bus stop near his house,
he waited with me,
then started talking,
hahhahahahhahahs,
his mum called him,
he said he was with Yi Xin jie jie at the bus stop,
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHS!
He still calls me Yi Xin jie jie in front of his mum!
HAHAHAHAHAS!

Anyway, homed.
My two cousins are staying overnight,
they are younger than my brother,
and they are both guys.
Spells trouble.
They are both crazily noisy.
:/
Thank goodness they are sleeping with my brother,
ultimate gayness.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAS!
Training again tomorrow!
Even my lips are burnt as well.
Darn.
Muscles aches!

Wah, a long post,
I think the longest one in my life!
HAHAHAHAHHAS!

Off to sleep,
so tired.
Yawns*

`Ilovesailing(:

2007-09-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

HAHHAHHAS! MY HAIR IS COOL!

SianChing is retarded, don't worry, she is just being herself

I love squaddies.

Sec4 farewell pictures.
Training today!
I'M SO TIRED!
So much physical today!
And I first time sit in a powerboat!
WHOO!

When I look at the sea,
wah, I missed it so much!
I remember when I miss the sea,
I will take out my gigantic shell,
and listen to the sound thingy,
so cool!

Anyway, I'm so tired.
I wanna sleep! I'm not gonna wait for Alvina anymore,
she always bullies me!
HUMPH!
STRANGLE YOU AH!

This song is sweet.

"This Everyday Love"

Can't get enough of this everyday love
Can't get enough of this everyday love
Each morning the sun shines through my window
Lands on the face of a dream come true
I shuffle to the kitchen for my coffee
And catch up on the front page morning news
Then she walks up behind me and throws her arms around my neck
Just another normal thing
I've come to expect

It's ordinary plain and simple
Typical, this everyday love
Same ol', same ol' keeping it new
Emotional, so familiar
Nothing about it too peculiar
Oh, but I can't get enough of this everyday love

Every afternoon I make a phone call
Listen to the voice that warms my heart
I drag myself through a few more hours
Then head on home to try and beat the dark
Her smile will be right there when I step through that door
And it will be that way tomorrow, just like everyday before

`BYE!

2007-09-03T22:22:00.000+08:00

It's a happy day!
Kind of!
Slack!
I love slacky days!
Haw haw!

I went to school, to meet Bryna,
to get my sleeping bag and water booties, to hand in OBS form,
and to check if my SS book was in the locker.
Thanks Bryna for lending me your water booties!
=D
And when I went to my locker,
I found another note from one of Alvina's many lovers,
most probably bah.
Cause, inside it wrote, Alvina is mine, not yours.
Blah blah blah, all the expected stuff.
I'm like, HAHAHAHHAHAAHHAS!
It's the second one this year!
HAAHHAHAHS!

I talked to Yu Hui,
remember to put his name down as TuanZhang this year!
For next year's committee.
=D

Training starts tomorrow!
ARGH.
Gideon isn't coming!
I'm gonna be a loner!
LONELY!
So annoying,
luckily mum is fetching me (:
If not nobody to split the cab fare with!
Then it will be like 14 dollars all together,
cause the Changi clubhouse,
is only acessible by car only,
not bus, mrt, or whatsoever,
oh yeah, acessible by dinghies too!
LAME!
930 must reach!
SO EARLYYY!

Last night,
I was so tired!
BUT I CANNOT SLEEP!
That is like a torture!
So I tossed and turned until like 3+
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And I had a silly dream too!
About me slapping some teacher cause she spit saliva at me!
HHAHAHAHAS!

Anyway, I'm like, comtemplating,
to go FCBC's service anot,
sighs.

OOH LA LA!
I'm superman!

Tuition was quite funny,
I heard Wanyi quit tuition.
Anyway, Mr Ong is the lamest amaths teacher ever!

I'm not bathing!
Cause tomorrow got training!
HAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAS!
And I didn't sweat at all today!
I don't care if you think I'm gross!
HAHHAHAHAS!
=D
CAUSE I THINK I AM!
No lah!

Just between you and me!
Winks*
HEH!
YOU get it right xD

Yesterday, I actually listened to the weekly sermon,
the pastor said that we must be grateful,
at times, we complained about this and that,
complained about not enough money to go shopping,
not enough money to buy thatnice pair of shoes,
be grateful that you even have feet to wear shoes.
Think about those without legs.
Wah, that got me thinking,
what a lucky kid I am.

Okay, I should stop my daily rantings already,
if not I can go on and on!

Jesus loves you!

`Made to worship

2007-09-02T22:32:00.000+08:00

I really really like this picture (:
It's so pretty.

Anyway, went to Ubin to CYCLE today!
HAAHAHAHAHAHHAS!
Okay lah, at first I regretted,
but in the end, not really anymore.
I am still not tlaking to Ws,
maybe after my one month hiatus from church.

Sighs, Gideon is NOT coming for training on TUESDAY!
ARGH!
My first training after so long,
and must be loner!
And SAF sent me the bills,
1300+ bucks,
I'm broke.
I'm skipping breaks for the rest of my secondary school life!

Okay, I hope WeiXian cheers up,
first time I see her cry today,
I guess she is damn stressed too!
That's life!
I realised I'm so fed up and stressed,
I went home, sit on my sister's bed,
cry and cry and cry,
then stop,
okay, no more crying from now on!
HEH! Claire is STRONG!
No lah, my daddy God goves me strength!

Anyway, a lot of funny things happened in Ubin,
when we took the boat there,
I realised I missed the sea so so much,
I just sat there,
I feel so relaxed!

JiaLe found out that I missed her! OH MY!

Anyway, Sarah's nice to talk to!
Don't worry, you are in my prayers TOO!
=D

I have put it all behind me,
I look at our relationship since sec1,
previous blog entries have been about you,
I bet you knew.
But, I still wanna thank you for standing up for me,
especially during camp.
I really remembered that scene.
I've already let it go.
I still remember the promise though,
hahahhas, but I don't expect you to keep it.

I'm gonna live a happy happy life!
Cause I realised my posts in this blog is much happier,
than those in the private one,
so, decided to switch back,
and be a happy and simple kid again,
NO MORE COMPLICATED HAPPENINGS IN MY LIFE.

So, sailing is still the love.
(:

AND AND! I added a tagboard,
GO TAG HOR!
If not it looks so empty!

And I'm insipred to to Africa,
for missionary,
show others love and concern!

Okay, I'm GOING TO BE A HAPPY KID!
Jesus still rule in my life!
YO!

I don't give in or give up so easily luh xD

CHEER UP WEIXIAN!

Jialeh <3!

`I've already let go(:

2007-06-14T00:43:00.000+08:00

I think I'm abandoning this blog,
maybe blog here occasionally,
go to the other one xD

Back from atc,
feels great man!

2007-06-10T00:05:00.000+08:00

Oh wells,
I'M LAZY TO BLOG,
hahahhahas,
so many interesting things happened today,
but I'm not in the mood for blogging lah.

Just now,
at 10,
I heard my doorbell ring,
it was my neighbour,
asking me to go to her house to catch a cat,
cause somehow it got into her house,
gosh, it's super funny,
aiyah,
Claire's such a lazy ass.
Lazy to continue.
BYE!

2007-06-05T14:25:00.002+08:00

Adventure TRAINING Camp tomorow,
off to Ubin
back on thursday or wednesday,
BYE!

2007-06-05T14:25:00.001+08:00

Wonderful day.
Not.

Anyway, havne't been blogging for long,
cause I'm, very very busy,
I have so many things on my mind now,
I am tired,
both inside and outside,
mentally and physically.

Tomorrow, training,
saturday, competition,
sunday, visit old folks,
monday to wednesday, atc,
thursday to sun, stayover for bonding, byte conversion,
Oh my gosh, I barely have time to have a decent sleep.
And, do my homework.
And, shopping,
GSS.

The last week of my hols are not even confirmed yet.

Anyway, for the past few days,
it's shooting compeition,
and LMSC.
Mommy, it's over!
Finally.

I'll never change outside a cubicle again,
another mulating incident happen.
Today was much more fun,
MOI was alright,
Yasin from Bartley was my partner,
I'm seeing him everywhere,
SYF, Sana, he is in my group,
Shooting compeition,
and others lah.

I thought I was smart enough to eat quickly,
until I nearly choked,
so I can change in peace,
turns out almost all the girls were thinking the same thought.
Wonderful.

I'm feeling quite pissed off now,
in fact, very,
seriously lah, screw you.

You said you'll leave an email,
but you didn't,
oh wells, happy holidays.

`Don't touch me

2007-06-03T00:16:00.000+08:00

They left today,
went for grocery shopping,
maluated myself,
and the plastic bags were so heavy can,
gosh, if I go grocery shopping everyday,
in one month,
I can go be shot putter,
okay, kidding.

Anyway, it's quite boring,
facing the empty house,
I wanna go cycling by the beach luh,
tomorrow tomorrow is shooting compeition,
and follwed by LMSC then ATC,
oh man, why are my hols so packed ):

And I forgot what I wanted to blog about -.-

Anyway, I think I'm addicted to my not so brand new TV already xD
It's my source of entertainment!
Whoo.
And I hate doing housework, tsk,
ESPECIALLY CLEANING THE CHICHILLA CAGE,
gosh, so difficult to clean.
And my house GOT SO MANY PETS.
FISHES, CHICHILLAS, LOBSTERS,
all must feed, or clean or change water -.-

`capsized

2007-06-02T00:22:00.000+08:00

Whee, I woke up at 10am today,
from Mrs Ong's call!
At first I was like half asleep,
then she told me, that we got into the second round,
for the NUS geography compeition,
at first, I was like, oh, okay,
okay, bye, cause I was very tired,
when I hang up, and went back to sleep,
then the I realised what the words mean,
HAHAHAHAHHAHAS!
So I sort of jumped up and punch my hand up into the air,
I hit both my head and hand onto my sister's bed -.-

Anyway, during the first round,
I thought we confirm out already,
cause the paper was like, wah, damn difficult,
and we are competing with RI boys who represented Singapore for geography,
wth, and the first prize is,
A TRIP TO LAS VEGAS OR IS IT L.A,
EITHER ONE!

Anyway, I had a very unproductive day,
I spent it playing the computer,
yes, THE ENTIRE DAY!
And after that, Mum bought us to some place for dinner,
in the middle of Orchard,
and she was so afraid that her cashcard got not enough money,
for the ERP to deduct -.-

Anyway, it's was some restaurant under Jack's place,
at first I was thinking of Jack's house,
but then, sounds so weird,
then saw the name Jack's place on the paper,
then I remembered it was Jack's place,
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHS!

Oh oh, I have the entire house to myself from tomorrow onwards xD

And and, I think I'm learning windsurfing in Sep,
AND I JUST REALISED STUPID WEE WEE WEED,
LINKED ME AS SLEEPING PUGLY,
it sounds so ewwwwww ):
Pugly, what kind of name is that right?!
Even wee wee weed ain't that bad.

AND I THINK I'M GOING GROCERY SHOPPING TOMORROW!
FUN FUN FUN!
Imagine me going NTUC,
holding those green baskets or pushing a trolley xD

And and, sorry if I haven't been replying messages,
I didn't cause,
my bills are really gonna BURST,
well, it has already burst,
but, to stop it from bursting more,
I only reply those very important ones xD

I'm excited about atc,
cause Jasmine ma'am is on the sec3 side,
YAY!
Well, that's aprt of the reason lah xD

I feel like sailing now,
a laser pico,
whoots.

Eeeks, I'm finding you less and less, well,
likeable now,
eeks.

2007-05-31T23:47:00.000+08:00

''Gone''

She told him she'd rather fix her makeup
Than try to fix what's going on
But the problem keeps on calling
Even with the cellphone gone
She told him that she believes in living
Bigger than she's living now
But her world keeps spinning backwards
And upsidedown
Don't say so long, and throw yourself wrong
Don't spend today away
Cause today will soon be

Gone, like yesterday is gone, Like history is
Gone, just trying to prove me wrong
And pretend like you're immortal

She said he said live like no tomorrow
Every day we borrow
Brings us one step closer to the edge (infinity)
Where's your treasure, where's your hope
If you get the world and lose your soul
She pretends like she pretends like she's immortal
Don't say so long
You're not that far gone
This could be your big chance to makeup
Today will soon be

Gone, like yeterday is gone,
Like history is gone
The world keeps spinning on
Your going going gone
Like summer break is gone
Like saturday is gone
Just try to prove me wrong
You pretend like your immortal your immortal

We are not infinite
We are not permanent
Nothing is immediate
We're so confident
In our accomplishments
Look at our decadence

Gone, like Frank Sinatra
Like Elvis and his mom
Like AL Pacino's cash nothing lasts in this life
My highschool dreams are gone
My childhood sweets are gone
Life is a day that doesn't last for long

Life is more than money
Time was never money
Time was never cash
Life is still more than girls
Life is more than hundred dollar bills
And roto-tom fills
Life's more than fame and rock and roll and thrills
All the riches of the kings
End up in wills we got information in the information age
But do we know what life is
Outside of our convenient Lexus cages

She said he said live like no tomorrow
Every moment that we borrow
Brings us closer to the God who's not short of cash
Hey Bono I'm glad you asked
Life is still worth living, life is still worth living

I love this song,
sang by Switchfoot,
I think it's meaningful xD

Anyway, I thought I was gonna have a free day,
but in the end,
I had to go visit grandma,
and go for some church gathering sort of thing,
that Mum 'forced' me to go.
I don't like to visit ah ma,
cause seeing her in that state always pains me,
so I try to avoid it,
but my mum says she misses us.

The gathering thingy was rather boring,
cause I was the only one,
whose mum forced me to go,
right.
Reach home at 930,
one beautiful day GONE.
Tomorrow is finally one FREE day to myself,
grins*

And maybe Saturday going sailing with Gideon,
I only found out that he is from SAF recently,
and maybe we are going to the same byte conversion xD
And his Chinese name is yi le,
just like his name, the le,
he laughs at EVERYTHING.

Shooting compeitition is on Monday,
I'm scared luh,
and Mr tang just changed the time, again,
oh wells.
I AM VERY NERVOUS.

And I really want that K800i,
argh,
I think Razr is quite lousy.
Seriously.

Oh man, LOTR never fails to fascinate me,
this is like the thousandth time I'm watching it,
So nice, and I think Orlando Bloom looks damn good in the show,
I rather his straight blond hair than black curls.
Anyway, I thinking I'm watching it again in Sep,
HAH!

And I miss all my classmates,
only can talk to them online,
and now, most are away for megacamp.
):

Anyway, talking to E-lizy is so funny,
cause she=lame shit=lame and irritating

CLAIRE; Let go. says:
Aiyo, STM!
eliz says:
idiot!!
eliz says:
why everyone keeps calling me STM ah?
CLAIRE; Let go. says:
STM!
CLAIRE; Let go. says:
You know what's that?
eliz says:
short term memory la
eliz says:
think i stupid ah
CLAIRE; Let go. says:
No
CLAIRE; Let go. says:
It's not
CLAIRE; Let go. says:
Something else
eliz says:
den wad?
eliz says:
dun act mysterious la
CLAIRE; Let go. says:
Stupid Too Much
eliz says:
ahahahahha\
eliz says:
walao!!!wanna kill you can!!
eliz says:
no!!
eliz says:
you can juz kill me with ur stupidity!!
CLAIRE; Let go. says:
It is!
eliz says:
yah la
eliz says:
i noe you agree that i can be killed with ur stupidity
eliz says:
dunnit to be so confident
CLAIRE; Let go. says:
EH!CLAIRE; Let go. says:
Fine lah, stm means short term memory lah
CLAIRE; Let go. says:
How come you also not gullible one

That was part of our convo,
hahahhahahs, if must be really bored if you read the whole thing xD
I miss all of them.
Alvina, Bryna, E-liz, Jaslynn, Jiale, Jinle
Blah.
And E-LIZY,
can't you just let me have a sucessful attempt at bluffing people?!
TSK.

I wanna eat tako balls -.-
and drink green tea.
RANDOM!

2007-05-30T21:37:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 5,
I actually was supposed not to sleep,
but I fell asleep,
and being smart,
I THOUGHT TO SET ALARM,
heng ah.

Anyway, breakfasted at Kovan Macs,
before, taking train to HTA,
I was a walking zombie,
and I slept the whole journey,
and I think the red line's screwed up,
cause everytime the door opens,
there is this gush of EXTREMLY cold air,
rushing in,
I became a frozen zombie.

Reached there on the dot,
and these two days are Batch 36's sway days,
don't talk about it,
we got scolded a lot of times,
serious, A LOT.

And we had our lectureS in Harmony hall,
in the portable concert seat thing,
which can seat at least 500 people,
HTA is rich, cause it costs two million.
Btw, HTA=Home Team Accademy=HQ
AND EVERYTHING ABOUT IT IS NICE,
except the fact that we have to march in,
with our barang barang all the time,
and there are a lot of worms.

Oh man, nine hours of lectures,
I really don't know how I survived,
firstly, is about offernces,
like Miscellaneous Offences Act,
we need to KNOW all the offences,
under this section that section,
wah, A LOT can,
including traffic ones.

After that, was homefront security,
terrorism, blah blah blah,
I was trying hard not to nod off to sleep,
so tiring and it's air conditioned.
Somemore after that got tests.
And the two tests were quite difficult,
the homefront one was, bleah,
we cannot see anything, cause it was shown on the screen,
so in the end, moved in front to sit.

YAY! IT'S OVER!
I hope can get the two badges,
this is the most boring course,
I've been to,
unlike Civil Defence,
SO FUN!

Next one coming up,
LMSC, at bartley,
own transport.
And this Monday is shooting compeitition.
I WISH THE SCHOOL WILL PROVIDE TRANSPORT!
From HTA(Chua Chu Kang),
the Police knowledge and Homfront Security ended at 6,
I REACHED HOME AT NINE!
HTA can be my third home already.

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN,
since this then is your actual birthday,
please stop being so gay.
(:
God bless and good luck for your O's!
NC16s are legal for you now.

Talking to E-liz online makes me wanna laugh lah,
WE ARE THE OPTIMISTIC PEOPLE! (:
One tent full, not one tent empty xD
Just between us lah!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAS!

I miss you,
you are in Megacamp now,
cannot talk to you online,
about this and that,
everything under the sun ):

And Weikee said in her blog,
that I cannot teach her how to ride bike,
just stand there and laugh,
TSK ):

And I did a silly thing juts now,
cause I was stoning while bathing,
I used teh body foam to wash my hair,
instead of teh herbal essence,
now, my hair feels weird,
cause I'm lazy to wash it again xD

And and, I want that SE K800i,
the cybershot one,
wah, damn nice,
see whether I can trade in,
cause I saw Iqah's one,
SO COOL!
ME WANT!

`I see your eyes watering

2007-05-30T00:51:00.000+08:00

What a horrible,
my lovely form teacher talked to my mum,
thanks to her,
my life in T3,
WILL BE THE BEST TIME OF MY LIFE.

And PK is boring,
9 hours of lecture about Singapore's laws,
oh man,
and they showed us this gross picture,
on a car accident scene,
I felt like puking, seriously,
the guy's head is all mashed up,
the mashed up brain is exposed,
and the legs are twisted upwards,
Oh my.

Anyway, I can be a real asshole at times,
deal with it.

And after PK,
rushed to Changi prison,
Jonathan's house,
(yeah, he lives opposite a prison)
What a place to live,
but it's a damn nice condo lah,
anyway, we lit up candles,
and did the usual things,
like pushing him into a pool and smashing cake,
just that, I got pushed into the pool FIRST.
And have to go home in my wet sports bra and underwear,
oh wells.

I just created another blog to vent everything out,
screw YOU for the moment.

`Your star, you don't really need one

2007-05-28T23:47:00.000+08:00

Wah, I woke up at 8.47 today,
TO TEACH MISS TAY WEI KEE HOW TO RIDE A BIKE!
Was supposed to go jogging,
but I hate jogging,
so I ended up teaching her how to ride a bike.
Did a lot of silly things,
and you are the third person to write above my bed xD
BE HONOURED!
And we talked about all the things we wanna do,
hahahahhahas!

Then went to her house,
cause after that getting report book,
did silly stuffs again.

Went to school,
THEY TOLD ME THOSE WHO ARE NOT IN UNIFROM CANNOT TAKE.
WTH.
I was in chew house shirt and shorts.
So after like damn long,
got someone to pose as me to go take,
turned out that my report book is with F.

She talked all the crap to me,
including the fact that she's late for training,
and has no time to talk to me.
Made me so pissed until I cried,
wah, first person to do that.
I nearly shouted Screw you outside the staffroom,
if not for the Silence and examination in progress sign,
ERMT!
ACKTUALLY, I rather not collect my report book now,
considering the fact that,
she'll call up my mum tomorrow,
WONDERFUL.

After that, WENT HOME LAH!
So pissifying,
such a horrible person,
ACKTUALLY EXIST.
Oh my gosh.
SPOILED MY DAY.

Busy day tomorrow.
OH WELLS.

2007-05-27T21:09:00.000+08:00

Whee, was supposed to take part in MMR today,
but coach offered to let us sail laser pico,
cause we are actually NOT allowed to sail Laser Pico.
SO ME AND BRYNA SAILED LASER PICO,
and since it was our first time sailing it,
we decided not to take part,
later all three of our races,
DNS (Did not start), DNF (Did not finish), DNC (Did not complete),
HAHAHAS! So maluating.

Anyway, Bryna was the one sailing most of the time,
cause she may not be able to sail anymore,
so I let her sail,
and I just lie in the boat and look at the sky,
or went to the front to stand up,
I feel so relaxed!
Laser pico is more for relaxing lah!
AND IT'S SO PRETTY!
But after few hours, felt sick, dea sickness

We did a lot of silly things,
man overboard,
and the person who went overboard is ME.
And canpsize drill
We tried to capsize the pico,
in the end, we fell off, the pico did not capsize.
-.-

Anyway, I love sailing Laser Pico,
cause it's really nothing like topper,
as in, I'm the slack person what,
I just sit at the front, feel the wind,
sing song, talk to Bryna,
look at the sea, sun tan, WHILE THE PICO IS SAILING!
SO COOL LAH! Can never do that with topper,
cause topper is one man, unlike Lser Pico, two man.

Hahahahas, wait until I get my Laser Pico license,
I intend to go for the conversion course!
I can take people out ot sea xD

Anyway, I have been meaning to do a dedication for some people,
since the day of the storm,
cause I thought I was gonna die,
and how much I'll miss you all.
TSK!
I know, wth.
Jiale says I think too much.

HAHAHAHHAHHAS!
Anyway, I think I also think too much!

Alvina:
Yo big bully! You clumsy weird yet lovable bully!
The person who always make my day,
make me smile!
with your small small actions like letting me walk first,
I noticed!
Thanks for those times, which you hear me rant and rant,
about everything,
and those times which are simply making a fool out of yourself,
providing entertainment xD
AND THOSE CHASING ME AROUND THE SCHOOL TIMES.
And those cheering me up times!
AND MANY MANY OTHER THINGS!
TOO MANY TO PUT HERE!
The one who is always there,
cheering me up or offering comfort,
I LOVE YOU MANY MANY!
Muacks!
<3!

Amanda Wee:
THE ULTIMATE SLACKER!
The one who pon school for like five days or something,
HAAHHAHAHHAS!
The cute cute Amanda, who does and says the funniest things!
The one who twitches her eye while telling ghost stories,
oh man,
you're the one that can make me laugh like mad,
glad to know you, MORON!
<3

Bryna:
Bryna! The girl whom sat next to me in sec1 first day of school!
The one whose brother I though was named Bryan xD
But are actually Borris and Brad,
HAHAHAHHAHAHHAS!
My fellow sailor,
the only one whom saw me cry like mad,
and one who always have tissue around,
the one who was praying for me,
on that day for the storm,
the one whom I was praying for too,
I LOVE YOU!
(:

Daniel:
YAUDOU! HAHAHHAHAHHAHAS!
The woodblock,
who studies psycology and philosphy!
HAHAHAHHAS!
The one who always have the blur blur look!
And always go huh huh huh?
Alright,
I've known you for like, as long as I can remember,
practically my whole life lah!
The treasurer who is worried that he might get sued,
oh wells,
glad to have treasurer like you xD

Dianne:
The motherly one! To me, you are very motherly,
HAHAHAHAHHAHAS!
Wth, I KNOW!
And I've known you since like childhood,
hahahhas!
The one who is so bimbo at times,
yet very much loved =D
Thank God you're in my life,
well, part of it, in fact!
<3

E-liz:
E-LEI! Another motherly soul!
Okay, maybe fatherly!
Lame shit who never fail to make me laugh,
with her retardedness,
and her lameness!
HAAHAHHAHAAHAS!
And imitating F's dance!
Gosh, the one whom cares,
even about small little things!
Love you lots!
LAME SHIT!
<3!

Jamie:
I miss you in my class!
Seriously!
WE NEED TO CATCH UP SOON!
We used to tell each other almost everything,
boo hoo!
And those go back home togethers!
AHHHHHH!
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU!
(:
WHY DID YOU GO A3
HUMPH!
Love having you as a friend
=D

Jaslynn:
Hey, my longest classmate!
I've known you since like primary 4!
And classmates for four and a half years,
soon to be six!
The oh so moronic one!
And who claims that being short is cute
xD
Oh wells, the only who have been with me,
since 5joy, 6joy, 1a2, 2a2, 3a2,
and 4a2!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAS!
Thanks for being there!
And of course, abusing me,
FOR ALL THESE YEARS!
Love you!
(:

Jiale:
The chicken move one!
Who always try to be there,
whom always entertain my nonsense!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAS!
Known you since primary school,
from netball!
The one who knows how you are feeling,
BUT YET,
ALWAYS BULLY ME!
TSK!
Oh wells,
I promised to help you carry your world at times,
I still will (:
Love you lots!
<3!

Jinle:
The one of the two leS,
the moron who has been my classmates,
since like 1a2,
the one whom always listen to me being emo weemo,
the one who always go orh and seem to don't care at all,
but actually cares,
the auntie!
The one whom I have been teasing for so long!
The white white one!
The one whom was called lemak!
The moron who does the SILLIEST things!
And of course, the most embarassing ones!
Thanks for being a wonderful friend,
yeah (:
I LOVE YOU!
=D

Jonathan:
The person who always suan me,
TSK!
The jonathan, whom I spelled his name wrongly,
I hope correct this time,
the one who always played drums,
who is so musically talented.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHS!
BUT YET SO GAY!
Anyway, known you for like quite long already,
yeah,
thanks for all helping out during Praise and Worship!
(:

Kimberly:
My weird hot sexy and forever my love honey!
I miss you!
I miss being in teh same class as you,
where I can just scream your name from one end of the room,
to the other end.
I really have to catch up with you,
and watch our sunset!
I feel like giving you a hug now,
although it's so difficult to hug you!
CAUSE YOU ARE SO TALL!
Thanks for being there,
when I cry cause I miss my ah ma,
when I get lousy results last year,
when I just need somebody to talk to,
you are always the one,
who listen to my crap,
and join me in being retarded,
instead of giving me weird looks!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
<3!

Rachael:
Yo childhood friend!
I have known you since as long as I can rememeber too!
Seeing you every Sunday has became a norm,
and you are always playing the piano,
hahhahahahhas!
And and, the one who always tries to offer comfort,
and also one of the most loved bimbos!
Whee!
THE MOST LOVED WHALE IN THE UNIVERSE!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHS!
Oh wells, Claire loves you!
<3

Rafael:
Uncle cousin! The one who is SO OLD!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAS!
The one who always gives advice,
to a stuborn girl,
the one who always remind me of tako balls
and maggi mee!
I still remember how the name uncle cousin,
came about!
It's quite hilarious!
And I hope I spelled your name correctly this time round!
=D
Anyway, thanks for always hearing my rantings,
and my nonsense!
(:

Sian Ching:
SQUADMATE!
THE VERY ANNOYING MOSQUITO!
WHO CALLS ME BLOOD!
The one who has been through so much with me,
and who is always JUST NEXT DOOR!
In A1,
who like me,
are always the ONLY NPCC cadet in class,
the one who is a FAILURE at polishing boots,
who always lent me money xD
Who is a shopping queen!
AND BEST CAMPER!
The one who always offer comfort and support!
The smart ass,
WHO HAS NO PATIENCE IN TEACHING ME MATHS!
I LOVE YOU MOSQUITO!
<3!

Weikee:
SQUADMATE!
Hahahhahas, the one who forgot to button her last three buttons of her blouse,
cause she woke up late!
The one who always give me this -.- look,
who is such a moron herself!
Who is so sweet to help me call up people,
who is so sweet during annual camp too!
Who always say the most touching things,
and offering comfort and support!
The one who went through many things with me too,
be it pumping, scolding etc,
The one who ALWAYS BULLY AND MAKE FUN OF ME!
TSK!
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAS!
Anyway,
Glad to squadmates (:
Love you!
<3!

Wei Ying:
The fellow idiot!
The eyecandy!
THE SO ANNOYING YAP WEI YING!
I miss you a lot!
I miss having you in my class!
I MISS THOSE TIME IN 2A2!
We have to watch our sunset,
catch up and so many many things!
AND OUR C13 OUTING!
The so smart one who doesn't study!
With a pretty house!
Who is so good at comforting,
especially the day where I lost my handphone!
The so calm and relaxed one!
I LOVE YOU MORON, FELLOW IDIOT AND EYECANDY!
<3

Yu Hui:
THE SMART HWA CHONG GEEK!
The so so so gay one!
Whose hobby is to mug!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHS!
you are another person,
whom I know ALL MY LIFE!
The so hardworking secreatary,
whom I always bully,
to do almost everything for me xD
THANKS FOR THAT!
Okay, anyway,
God bless!
HAHAHAHAS! MUGGER!
(:

Zhi Jun:
Another most loved bimbo,
whom I know since like the day I was born!
Thanks for caring,
The one with teh secret identity
winks*
The one whom was in the same CCA as me,
same primary school as me!
The one who does crazy things xD
AND WITH A CRAZY LAUGHTER!
The whom always offer comfort,
whom always gives me a hug,
when I need it,
I LOVE YOU!
<3!

And for some unknown reason,
I feel that I'll miss Sarah,
my campmate a lot,
although I'm not very close to her,
but yeah!
FELLOW BIMBO!

2007-05-26T00:12:00.000+08:00

ME and SHAKILAH!

WEIKEE!

The pictures from Friday,

Yay, I love Batch 36!

<3!

2007-05-25T23:42:00.000+08:00

Okay, I'm blogging and blogging,
cause I'm feeling so bored.
I'm too awake to sleep!
Gosh, I feel hungry too!

This Alvina is threatening me,
that she'll chase me around on the first day of school,
(as if she will remember like that)
No fair, she is a tracker,
NO FAIR.
xD

And and, I love pitching tent now!
Yesterday,
we got pumped,
but then we all got so high afterall,
cause Batch 36 is united!
YEAH!
I realised almost everything campcraft session we got pumped.

Oh shit.
-

I remembered that my muddy trackpants and np shirt,
IS STILL IN MY BAG.

2007-05-25T23:17:00.000+08:00

I called E-liz lame shit,
and she called me bruised shit,
HAHAHHAHAHAHS!
Okay, I find it very funny!

2007-05-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

It's a happy day!
Of course it is,
I slept the whoel day, literally!
I slept at 12 last night,and I got out of my bed at 6,
note, it's pm not am (:

MAybe not sleeping throughout,
cause I woke up,
reflect awhile,
eat some chocolates,
and went back to sleep.

FYI, I finished eating one whole packet,
of snickers!
(the pocket size snickers lah)
HAHAHAHAHS!

Feeling so fat,
so I got up and went jogging,
felt so accomplished! =D
But Claire will never go jogging EVER AGAIN!
I hate jogging, such a torture,
I rather play some sport or something.

Anyway!I reflected a lot today,
I realised that I never studied hard at all,
take last year,
I clamied that I studied hard,
ya, last minute studying hard.
Staying up late to study for exams,
when exams are tomorrow!

Sec one was just playing all the way,
it's a miracle that I even got promoted.

This year, I was do last minute studying,
normal days, I don't do homework,
Miss Wi's, Miss Seet's, Wang lao shi's homework,
I didn't even do,
those in my maths and chinese classes should know.
I only bothered about graded assignments,
and only started studying at the last minute,
staying till like 2-3 to study,
when I have two tests tomorrow,
and I call that study hard.
TSK.
Ya lah, study hard last minute.

I bet my class ranking is like the last few in class lah,
aiyo, but I'm not like super sad about it or something.
I think this year,I've matured like a lot,
grew much stronger, more resilent, more determined.
I heard from W, that I have a strong character,
only this year I think.

Cause in T1, when ferng talked to me about my results,
I was like super devastated about it lah,
but then, now, I think it's like nothing much to me anymore,
afterall, it's only results,
not saying that they are not important,
but aiyah, don't know what to explain luh.
I mean, there are other things to life right,
okay, if I try to start explaining how I feel,
there will be no link at all.

Alright, anyway,next term I'm gonna work hard,
as in really work hard,
not studying last minute and claimed that I worked hard.
RIGHT!

Yeah, life's still great!
I mean, I'm thankful for being who I am,
look at those smart people who don't have to study,
in order to get those A1s,
to others it may seem so unfair,
but look from a different point of view,
life will be so boring,
they don't know what it feels like FAIL subjects!

And and, my mum said I'm lucky,
cause my life is so fun,
well, rather true!
Not everybody gets to get rescued at sea!
And being thrown into a powerboat like tissue paper!
Not everybody's parents are so open minded like mine,
who let me try kayaking, sailing and even soon to be windsurfing!
Cause some parents are paranoid.

And, I have a almighty daddy in heaven,
whom takes care of me.
I don't have to worry,
not about tomorrow, not about the day after tomorrow,
not about the future,
cause he is the provider.

Why do we study,in order to get a piece of paper,
called certificate,
to ensure that we will not be jobless in the future,
that's my perception of the reason why we study.
But hey, God has a wonderful plan for me,
so don't have ot worry so much right!

And when the trails from him get tough,
he is always there,
he even left behind a book for me,
known as the bible!
Yeah, so, life's great!
It's a happy day!=D

2007-05-24T23:16:00.000+08:00

I got so many things to say,
but I'm tired,
so shall leave them till tomorrow!
BYE WORLD!
<3!

I'll always be there to hold your hand.
(:

2007-05-22T23:02:00.000+08:00

Alvina took this.

Spastic! HAHAAHAS! But I'm fearfully and wonderfully made! xD

Acting the ahlian way

Sianching took this xD

Sianching and me!

Our cupcakes are so popular!

WHEE!

Sold out rather quickly,

and it's delicious!

And I gave Miss ferng her cupcake,

the one with the SMILEY FACE,

*inside joke

Wah, Jinle and Alvi are so cunning,

they sort of forced Joy to buy 4 cupcakes,

HAHAHAHHAS!

Anyway, I'm in holiday mood already,

tsk tsk, I can't wait to finish O's,

but it's like so far away!

Got back all my results,

everything's a C,

blah, so lousy lah,

and Alvi CLAIMS that I copied her Physics and Chem,

TSK!

NEVER!

Oh wells, shall stay optimistic and LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE!

From C can go to A one,

SURE CAN.

It's possible!

Gone are the days that even when you don't study,

your average can be a 70 plus,

oh wells.

And I realised, almost everyday,

I will be chased around the school by this girl,

wah, so scary luh,

today, I'm smart enough to run into the toilet cubicle,

or I'll be DEAD.

And I don't like to fold blankets and stuff every morning,

I don't see the point in doing so,

I mean, tonight, you're gonna sleep in it,

and it'll be messy, again,

it's like,

I also don't see the reason why we have to keep our schoolshoes in shoe cupboard,

cause the next day,

we have to take out and wear it again,

so mafan!

Just leave it there lah!

Anyway, I'm going off already!

BYE!

`Standing at the crossroads

2007-05-21T23:19:00.000+08:00

Baked cupcakes again today,
there is a special cupcake for miss ferng,
our lovely form teacher.
Alvi's mum is cute!

And dong dong is really a wonderful teacher,
she frowns whenever we talked or laugh,
or do anything in her class other than listen and copy notes,
but she's gives a lot of marks (:
19.5/25 for lit, first time in my life get so high,
hah! But still, I don't like her.

Got back all my results,
passed everything,
including amaths,
but still it's quite lousy.
Oh wells, try harder next term,
it's only results,
yeah, not the end of the world =D
I'm over feeling sad over results.

`Is this meant to be, you're asking me? Wrong person.

2007-05-20T23:36:00.000+08:00

YO!
Hahahahahs, haven't been blogging for quite some time,
well, two days xD
Yesterday's training was exciting,
and I read Bryna's blog,
whee, we got link!
As in, both of us were thinking the same thing,
although at different places!
ET!

Well, it was an experience,
I'll remember for life man,
cause I really thought I was gonna die.

Today, went to Alvi's house to bake cupcakes,
I can't wait to sell them!
After that was the captain's ball competition,
WE GOT INTO THE FINALS!
WHEE!

I played every single match,
wah, so tired now!
I'm really really aching everywhere!
Tummy, thighs, shins, arms, back,
you name it.

But I think today really bonded us a lot,
although we played hopeless matches,
as in matches that we know we will not win,
like against Queenstown,
yet, we still told ourselves to have fun
and lose graciously!
AND WE DID!
I'm so proud of the bians!

I think everybody thinks I'm mad,
cause I'm just self highing and having mood swings!
And place that everybody aims for,
when defending you,
is your chest.
HOW WONDERFUL!
I got smacked at least four times,
HARD.
And I changed behind a tree!
Cause the opposite side was wearing white,
when we told them we wanted white first,
aiyah, nevermind lah, WE HAD FUN!

And and, somehow, after the matches,
the boys aren't so obnoxious anymore,
oh wells, I think Broc played well,
more like caught well!
Netballer what!
We beat Toa Payoh,
but lost to Queenstown,
but still WE HAD FUN!
I really felt unity,
I'm proud of bians!

--------------------------------------------------------------

Hey hey you you,
I really don't know what to do with you anymore,
I'M AT MY WITS END.
Oh wells, you probably don't even know who you are,
well, forget it,
I'm leaving,
it's just a matter of time.
I guess you know it too,
deep down inside.
I may have high tolerance level,
but there is a limit to it.

What friend are you.

`Face to face, at a thousand miles apart

2007-05-18T22:49:00.000+08:00

Just another normal day,
school was rather slack,
and training.

Pitched a tent,
it's quite obvious that our unit's standard is going down.
Today, somebody told me,
she doesn't feel sorry for those who never try,
or something along that line,
it got me thinking, a lot.

And we got locked in school,
right, locked in school,
some how we got out,
no in the mood to elaborate.

Tuition was alright,
only got me and Wanyi,
cause the rest are in camp,
I MISS THEM.
This was the first time,
that both of us felt smart during tuition.
xD

Seeing the amount of emails I have yet to read,
35, on the captain's ball thingy,
and the convo windows popping up,
I wanna scream.

I feel very very down now,
don't bother reading if you don't want to,
most probably will not make sense to you.
I feel like shit.

What is becoming of us,
I don't know.

Sometimes, I have to smile and pretend everything's alright,
but deep inside,
you know things are not okay.
Don't ask me what's the problem,
I don't know how to say,
I can't express my feelings well.

I wish B&J can make this feeling or feelings go away.

And, don't take me for granted,
I don't like it.

We used to be so united and bonded,
now, internal conflicts popped up,
and there is this 'politics' feeling going on,
I don't like it.
Yeah, should leave all these to W and M.

If feels like you're pointing the gun at my head,
and the words you said,
nearly caused my heart to stop beating.

Well, sometimes,
you wonder, who are your true friends,
other than Jesus of course,
there are friends who know you so well,
that they know when you are feeling down,
hi bye friends,
friends whom you bitch to,
friends whom just sits beside you in some class,
friends who leave you when you need them the most,
friends who are never close enough to understand you.

Oh wells.

`What hurts most

2007-05-17T23:09:00.000+08:00

It's been such a horrible day.
Oh wells,
masked emotions.

I missed you!
Don't get to see you online,
cause you are in Sec1 camp!

`When no words seem appropraite enough

2007-05-16T22:09:00.000+08:00

I love you all, the times we share will never be forgotten <3

YAY! I CAN POST! I CAN POST! FINALLY LAH!

Oh wells, what a horrible day,
got back Physics, Maths and Geography so far,
my results are shit.
I feel stupider than stupid.

And promos are coming soon,
I'm really really really really scared.
SGT. Ahhhhhhhhh.

And I just realised I got a lot of sandflies bites,
pain yet very itchy,
):

There are so many many many things I wanna say,
but I don't know how to put feelings into words,
I do care, a lot,
yeah, take care.
I don't know what ot say to make you feel better,
hugs filled with love <3

Oh wells, I think I grown up a lot this year,
when I feel emo,
I'm able to be the one who pick myself up,
and I'm the one who convince myself to be happy,
like it's a happy day!
WHOO!

When I wake up everyday,
I lie on the bed and tell myself,
I'm Claire Lim Yi Xin,
daughter of the all mighty God,
I thank him for being alive,
yeah, and he still loves me,
whoo!
It's a brand new day.
=D

Man, I wished I could sail everyday.

I miss camp,
although it was boring,
I miss Brenda and GiGi,
):

2007-05-05T22:33:00.000+08:00

Wah, yesterday, when I reached home at around 730,
the first time I did,
was sleep, haven't even bathe, nor brush teeth,
and woke up at 10 next morning, which is thos morning,
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAS!
I know! DISGUSTING!
But I was really tired,
well, staying up till around two every night,
IS VERY TIRING!

Rushed for training,
weather was nice,
hahahahs, coach was nice for the first time!
And we did our man overbaord, I PASSED!
And and, I suggested to Bryna that we purposely capsize,
so we did, and it was super funny!
Cause I tried to hug my mast, and drag the whole boat to capsize,
but I fell off and the topper DID NOT CPASIZE.
In the end, I capsized quite a distance away from her,
and I was using my daggerboard (since it's like parallel to the sea)
to do pull ups, cause my boat capsized only 90 degrees,
and the sail is still floating on the water,

Both of us were doing silly things lah,
like using our legs to hug the daggerborad and stuff,
in the end, her topper from 90 degrees,
turn to teh state which her mast is directly pointing down,
daggerboard facing the sky,
IT WAS SO SUPER FUNNY!
In the end, she has to sit in my upside down topper,
in the middle of the sea,
hugging her daggerboard (so it will not fall down to the water),
with a smug, Bryna look,
it's like conveying the message,
hah, I'm like sitting on my boat like a king,
you all are sailing around me,
I was in the water holding my boat a distance away,
laughing like mad.

In the end, everybody capsized,
cause the water was so nice,
since the weather was rather cold,
And I WAS ISOLATED!
Cause I capsized further out,
and I was dragging and swimming my boat towards Bryna,
when everybody started capsizing so I gave up,
and all were in Bryna's capsize posistion except me,
cause I can't seem to get my topper that way
and I'm like some loser lah!

After that, got called back to shore,
hahahhas, Bryna, got difficulty uprighting her topper,
when she finally did,
we were halfway back to shore,
and I think her boat went haywire or something,
cause she ended up way way way out, as in,
not where she is supposed to go,
I'm like at the beach laughing at her xD

And coach's motorboat went going back to shore,
NO MORE PETROL!
Om my goodness, IT WAS SO SUPER FUNNY!
Luckily on their boat have a small paddle,
it is shoter than my arm,
AND THERE IS ONLY ONE,
so he used that to paddle back,
SO FUNNY!
Cause he is like barely moving!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAS!

What a day,
more thing happened, very funny,
lazy to type here

2007-05-05T22:26:00.000+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

Whee!

2007-05-04T00:07:00.000+08:00

Well, humanities are over.

Maths paperS are tomorrow,
take note of the S,
how can they put amths and emaths on the same day,
damn heavy can,
I think tonight I no need to sleep already.

Feeling so stressed,
oh wells,
I'll be fine, with my father's love.
I'm over with it,
now, just take things as they are.
Today, just doing maths,
makes me feel lke my whole world is crashing down on me,
but hey, God's still there,
and I'll be okay (:
Although I'm on the verge on pulling all my hair out,
having the feeling to punch walls.

Hey you!
We all are feeling stressed and crappified,
we're in this together,
you're not alone!
<3
'' I'll be by your side you know I'll take your hand ''

`I've got a backbone, stronger than yours.
I MEAN YOU >=(

2007-04-29T22:04:00.001+08:00

Toppers!

Optimists.

An optimist, kiddy dingy, bathtub boat, HAH! It's flat at the front and back!

Hiking out, super cool! During one of the regattas. The sea looks so pretty

That's Suying, she's sailing a byte.

Haven't been blogging for so long,

Claire's a busy person.

Seriously, last week was so hectic and horrible.

Last friday, we took over,

feeling quite.....

after that, cheered up,

hahahahas, cause campcraft was enjoyable,

I love teaching them knots,

be it squadmates or juniors,

I feel very accomplished when they know how to tie the knots,

and I just feel so proud of them.

Really, cause, it really took me a lot of patience to teach them certain knots,

like bowline and so on,

cause they simply could not get it.

Maybe being in training is quite fun afterall (:

After that, went for tuition, it ended at 930,

conferenced with squadmates,

then met,

Dianne, Zhijun, Rachael, Daniel, Jonathan and Huai Xuan,

to celebrate Dianne's birthday,

Siewli treated us at the 24 hours HK cafe (:

Reached home at one plus,

in school uniform,

TSK.

Wasn't quite happy that day,

but, oh wells,

life's like that.

The next day,

woke up at 11+

best, rushed like mad for training,

AND IN THE END,

WE DID NOT TRAIN,

CAUSE THEY WAS NO WIND.

SO IRRITATING.

Haven't been sailing for a month,

I missed sailing ):

Anyway, thank goodess the optimist kids also cannot train,

THEY ARE SPOLIT BRATS,

if not topper sailors have to do physical training ah,

so we played some silly game.

That requires four people to go into an optimist,

that kiddy dingy,

goodness,

which cannot support more than 50kg, with the sail,

but we took down tha sail.

But still with four people, our optimist was close to sinking,

serious.

In the end, I pulled the boat back to shore,

as in pulled it and swam back to shore,

and the optimist has three people inside,

goodness, and Douglas is not very light,

got a lot of blisters. TSK.

Rushed for Kaleidoscope,

I think all muscial groups were great,

really, to me,

all can get gold with honours,

okay, I'm a music idiot.

Went home with Bryna after that,

We both cried on the way home,

cause of some stuffs

and somehow ended up eating stuff bought from 711,

at my void deck at twelve plus.

BEST!

Next day,

Wanted to go for mmr,

when I was at the club,

Bryna decide not to go,

how nice, so I also never go,

cause having ahem xD

Luckily mmr very flexible, hah!

Met at library to study,

hahahahas, I love you Bryna.

On Monday, school was a bore,

went for tuition after that,

and off to Siewli's house to surprise her,

cause it's her birthday,

goodness, her kids are still awake,

hahahhas, they are super cute,

decided not to stay over at Dianne's house,

so went home at one plus,

goodness.

Today, study day with Alvina and Joy,

whee, ended up talking for four or five hours,

in a kopitiam near Kovan macs,

which has three pathetic seats only xD

I realised that I've grown up a lot this year,

really, that time, when I got scolded,

I just put all the blame to myself,

and said it was my fault,

although, deep inside, it isn't,

but I've changed, and I just took the blame,

and went to my room and cry.

the Claire last time,

will NEVER apologised for something that's not her fault.

I think I'm not as proud as before,

I never said sorry unless it's my fault,

now, I feel, that might as well lower your pride,

and take the blame then to cause quarrels.

Although the feeling sucks,

I'm so not used to it.

Been getting scolded a lot this few days,

I just said, it's my fault, I'm sorry,

although it isn't.

If I'm so much trouble for you,

I'll move out at when I'm eighteen.

Really, since you don't like having me around.

`The last domino

2007-04-26T23:16:00.000+08:00

Wah, I have Physics three times a week,
her lessons are so so so boring,
really.

And commontests are next week.
Starting with both Maths,
how wonderful.

AND AND AND!
Tomorrow's Friday!
Beams*
I love Fridays (:

And I think my the Microsoft word in the laptop in damn cool,
cause it one of the newest version,
the skin is so nice,
and it can translate languages,
hahahahas, since when did Microsoft word became so advanced,
whee, random.

I forgot what I wanted to blog about ):

OH OH OH!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE BROTHER.
Yeah, 26th of April is his birthday,
and dad's coming back tomorrow (:

And aiyo, my brother may be going to Singapore Sports to study,
bleah, I don't want leh,
though I have to admit,
he is damn good at badminton,
he is like ranked top 10 in Singapore for Primary school
and SSP wants him to join them,
and they even invited him for their Saturday trainings already,
I still don't want him to go there,
imagine being at home,
without an annoying person around,
feels weird,
it's almost like,
imagining school without Alvi
NA =D

2007-04-16T23:08:00.004+08:00

I feel like blogging again(:

Today was such a draggy day,
maybe cause we all wanna know Guzheng's SYF results,
hahahahas,
first-hand information xD
*inside joke
GOLD WITH HONOURS =D
I'm so proud of ALL PL's musical groups,
cause they put in their best.

Have I mentioned I love chapel sessions,
today this Singer from Australia or is it New Zealand,
came to our school to perform,
her songs are so nice!
Anyway, I love chapel sessions.

Yesterday was also quite draggy,
did rifle drills,
I think rifle drills are fun,
just that hormat is quite difficult,
and I DON'T WANNA USE DUMMY RIFLE.
I think it's ugly and they is no guage to know where to hold,
and it's so expensive,
2000 dollars (I heard from my squadmates) for one,
one wooden dummy rifle,
wow, whose wonderful idea.

Anyway, after that, went for dinner with Weikee,
and I purposely went dinner cause I wanna miss some of tuition,
hahahas, I'm such a lousy tuitioner.
Gotta study hard now.
Common tests coming.

My calculator is spoilt,
abit random,
but, really, it's either no battery or spoilt.
I hope is no battery, cause mine is the newer one,
which does not work on solar energy,
how ironic.

Friday taking over unit,
having mixed feelings about it.

I really cannot wait for Saturday,
cause got KALEIDOSCOPE AND TRAINING (:
Claire's a happy kid,
hahahahas, I can feel my abs disappearing,
cause I haven't sailed for like almost a month!
So my skin is also turning fairer.
I'm so excited about Saturday!

Oh, I love white choclates only

`hypocrite, you.

2007-04-16T23:08:00.003+08:00

Feels like a long time since I blogged.
Ahh, so busy, yesterday,
I stayed until 3am to do my literature assignment,
while Jinle woke up at 4am for syf,
I was so tired that 3 hours of sleep was like,
wow, shiok.

Anyway, common tests are coming,
and I'm really scared,
aiyah, and np stuffs,
shall not talk about it here.
And I really should like ban myself from the computer.

OH OH OH!
Guzheng and Handbells came back with a gold with honours in SYF,
hahas, although, I'm not in any musical group,
cause I'm like a music idiot,
but just feel thrilled about it.
And other muscial groups,
can't wait for kaleidoscope.

And I really look forward for training this Sat,
I REALLY HOPE IT DOESN'T RAIN.
If not we'll be doing theory again,
or maybe end up in the Jacuzzi.

I wanna cut my hair.

And Sianching the mosquito asked me to do this.

These are the rules:
Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in their blog 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you have to choose 6 people to do this.

1. Every morning, when I wake up, I have to remind myself, that I'm alive, my name is Claire and it's a happy day
2. I love to sleep, I can sleep all day, even up to 19 hours
3. I get shocked easily
4. I have to wear my top first, as in the clothing on top first, before wearing the below, if not it feels weird
5. I'm an untidy person, but I cannot stand it when my handwriting is untidy, but I can't be bothered about my table or room
6. I have two have at least two pillow on my bed, if not I cannot sleep, unless I'm very tired

Alright, you can do this if you want,
it's actually quite fun,
cause it's like reflecting whether you are weird.

AHHHHHH!
My calculator is spoilt.
I feeling like throwing it to Moscow now.

That SS assignment,
I'm getting scared of writing essays.
Seriosuly, I think I'm the only one in class,
who stayed up till 3am to write essays.

I hope I survive through common tests.
ARGH.

`I don't know what to say anymore, you left me speechless.

2007-04-16T23:08:00.002+08:00

Sorry to disappoint you.

2007-04-16T23:08:00.001+08:00

I just woke up from a nap,
and I had a super funny dream of Alvina.

I dreamt that she suddenly grew so fat,
that when she wanted to enter a door that leads to heaven,
she got stuck there,
and prevented other souls from entering heaven.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAS!

I always have weird dreams.

Once I dreamt that I kicked Weikee into the sea,
cause she sticked out her tongue at me.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!

Anyway, today we had FOUR periods of chem,
torturing.

Aiyah, no mood to blog,
such a boring day,
and there is Amaths quiz tomorrow.
I'm bored too.

`No, I won't give in

2007-04-16T23:08:00.000+08:00

HELLO.
Today was such a sian day,
monday blues bah.

I can only remember

-Alvi throwing the Milo cerel,
and it landed inside my bra,
goodness, and I was wearing uniform,
how coincidental.

-I forgot to bring my pe shirt for napfa,
so I ran all the way to Jiale's house to take,
IN THE RAIN.
And Mrs Cindy Teo scolded me,
for being late,
well, well, more like screamed her lungs out at me,
SIAO.

-Mrs Cindy Teo, said Jaslynn is fat,
like she gerself very skinny like that,
her tummy like tireS like that,
so me and Kimberly said,
next time,
We'll greet her as Good morning tummy,
Sorry, that's the only part I can see of you,
HAHAHAHAHAHAS!
It's mean,
but she's a meanie to call Jaslynn fat.

-Played bball after that

2007-03-28T19:41:00.018+08:00

Okay, I realised how soon we're gonna take over,
when I look through our pictures,
I realised, Batch 36 holds a very important place in my heart,
hahahas, I posted most of the pictures,
okay, not most, still got a lot.

Anyway, Batch 36,
we've been through a lot together,
pumpings, scoldings, all that crap,
I remembered during Annual camp,
we encouraged each other to hold on,
and helped each other,
although we were leaders from different groups,
we helped each other wash mess tins,
setup stoves,
I remember the time, when we were called 'losers' unintentionally,
I remembered the times in atc,
when we don't know how to pitch tents.

I remember the times, when we went for Campcraft competition,
I remembered our cheering sessions,
I remember so many things,
I also remember our drill sessions with Jasmine ma'am and Suying ma'am,
those were very memorable,
I miss them.

I remember when we first came into the unit,
the babies of teh unit, slowly bonded together,
I remember all our sec4 farewell,
we were dressed in camp shirt and trackpants,
I rememberd the times in Annual camp,
where Weikee had to claim a pad that was not hers,
I remembered crying for my Wolverine flag,
when seniors threatened to break it and tear it.

We're gonna take over so so soon,
recently then it hit me,
we're gonna be in charge of muster parade,
and plan activities for every week,
we're gonna plan Annual camp too!

Anyway, I remembered all the good times we had,
the bad times too,
I love you all, seriously, seriously, seriously,
although we had conflicts,
although there were times when I felt that Np was teh wrong choice,
but then, now it feels like teh best choice ever,
the ULTIMATE CHOICE!

You're not alone
together we stand
I'll be by our side you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold and it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No, I won't give in

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away I wish you were here
Before it was too late
This could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I'll fight and defend
I'll fight and defend

Batch 36 <3

I miss kimberly, very much.
Always and forever on your side.

Anyway, today, bs,
I think Daniel is quite a good teacher,
but he doesn't bring out the impact of like Grace,
we did the water turing into wine miracle today,
at first it seems like a normal miracle,
as in, not so colourful and wow like Lazarus's ressurection,
but still, there is this meaning behind it,
when you read in between the lines.

Captain's ball prac after that,
and Jonathan's name is spelled like that,
not Johnathan,
goodness, i suck at spelling,
I used to think breakfast was breadfast,
until last year,
man, how lousy.

2007-03-28T19:41:00.017+08:00

Our two most beloved NCOs

Me and Weikee, my hair is in a disaster, so is hers, cause after training

I'm the fourth one from the left maker, first rank!

THE FOURTH ONE FROM THE BOTTOM RIGHT HAND CORNER FIRST RANK IS ME! ME ! ME!

Me and moron.

I'm like sitting in the middle of nowhere between the two tables.

Number one unifrom! So prettaye!

PL NPCC UNIT.

Campcraft competition!

So prettaye!

Full uniform!

Our Danica ma'am xD

That Weikee ah, take and take all the moronic pictures, I look as if I'm eating a worm. Shudders*

ALL THESE IS SHE TAKE ONE.

THEY BULLY ME.

Sianching CLAIMS that I bullied her.

They say this is the way I take my phone out from my trackpants, how Mr beanish

Chickens.

Celebrating Weikee's birthday

SYF!

I feel molested.

First uniform!

The photograpger was Tay Wei Kee, gosh, look so reatrded can.

BATCH 36!

The mosquito

Weikee took this photo of me lah, so ugly, slacking away

Me and Weikee

At PLMC, I love them.

Weikee, me, Sianching, maureen

2007-03-28T19:41:00.016+08:00

Alvi, Jinle, Jiale and Zhixian came over to do project,
and squeezed into my super single bed,
gosh, we're all poking each other in the wrong places,
and Jaile fell asleep.

They left in the evening.

And Alvi suffers from ESOH.
Excessive Sense Of Humor,
please go seek treatment asap xD

I'm so pissed with blogger,
all the pictures I uploaded,
and post I dedicated form B36 is GONE.
How annoying,
anw, I love them.

2007-03-28T19:41:00.014+08:00

CHEW HOUSE WON OVERALL CHAPIONS!
And we also won cheer competition (:
AND NPCC IS CCA RELAY CHAMPIONS (:
AND I HAD FUN CHEERING.
CHEW HOUSE!

C-ommitted
H-appy
E-thusiastic
W-inners

Okay, hahahahas,
was cheering with mad with alvi,
GET WELL SOON!
And regain your old voice,
although your voice is sexy now,
but I prefer the old one xD

I'm tired of people nagging and nagging at me,
non stop, seriously,
I think my table is very neat already lah.
I want to sleep!
Physics quiz tomorrow.
ARGH.

`We'll make it through,
B36 <3

2007-03-28T19:41:00.013+08:00

I'm sick of people naggin ta me to pack,
my room, my study table, my wardrobe, my bags,
well, everything.
I'm an untidy person!
Just that I cannot stand my handwriting to be untidy.

And I juts woke up,
and I realised I got fever and cannot talk,
ahhhh,
Jiale is sick,
Alvi is sick,
and myay not be running tomorrow,
Jinle is sick,
well, everybody is.

What a terrible day,
I kept quiet cause I was afraid that I'll start snapping at people.

`When it get's cold and it feels like the end
You know I'll take your hand.

2007-03-28T19:41:00.012+08:00

It's surprising, how some people could make you from = to >=(
From neutral to irritated,
after a long and tiring day, of 2.4, school and tuition.
What a nice way to conclude a day.

Anyway, today, Alvi was like sick,
she's like losing her voice,
and needs to be present for training,
while the rest of us,
are just in no mood for school.
And I ran 2.4km this morning,
after running,
they told us, they counted the distance WRONGLY.
We're supposed to run another 200m,
SO WE HAVE TO RUN AGAIN.
Me and E-liz are very against that idea.
Running 2.4km is not like running 24m lah.
Maybe it's their sly way of making us to exercise more.

And, volleyball is rather fun,
it seems that, only me and E-liz,
do not have bruises.
Speaking about bruises,
I have one at my hip,
which I got when I fell while chasing Alvi.
THANKS AH!
And today, at the assembly ground,
SOMEBODY HIT ME REALLY HARD LAH!
I htought was Alvi, cause we're playing just now,
but it's not her,
and I went to hit her back, real hard,
WHO IS IT AH?!
Better own up.

After school, went to Macs with, Jiale, E-Liz, Amanda Wee and Amanda Chong,
hahahahas, just talked about stuff,
E-liz is just retarded.
I'm serious.
Anyway,
remembered the primart school days,
together with Chong,
thinking back, IT'S SO FUNNY.

First incident (P2)
I was staying overnight at her house,
then while sleeping that time,
SHE KEEP KAJIAOING ME,
and I cannot sleep.
So I told her,
''Stop disturbing me lah, if not I will cry and tell your mother.''
OMG, thinking about it now,
IT'S SO FUUNY.

Second incident, (P1 or P2)
We were having Chinese exam, then
I was at the front row (tables seperated)
I was in the middle of Brenda and Amanda,
it was hanyu pinyin,
I only know some,
so Amanda copied mine,
and she copy until so obvious,
like her head is almost at my table,
and the teacher keep scolding her,
but she ignore,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!
Then while Lao shi scolding her,
I was copying Brenda's work,
OMG, SO FUNNY!
And I remember I got like 99/100,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!

The things we do xD
I wish I was a small kid again.

`God's in control (:

2007-03-28T19:41:00.011+08:00

I feel so sick now.
I have this annoying quiz tomorrow,
emaths, and I've been having a terrible migrain,
for almost the whole day,
since Chinese.
And WXP scolded me for dozing ogg in her class,
I really felt bad, cause she's actually nice,
but I was feeling so urgh.

I think I'll be running 2.4 tomorrow,
if not my period come ah,
die ah.
But, I think I injured myself even more lah,
cause I don't know, my hip is hurting,
my ligament is hurting,
my thigh is also hurting,
and my thigh, the feeling is damn weird lah,
it's like the muscle being stretched or something,
it's been around for quite a long time,
like since primary school?
Just that I never tell anyone.

I'm so tired now, just came back from tuition,
and this week will be so busy,
I thought I'll be free,
and there'll be no training ):
I want to sail at NSC someday =D

Dear Jesus,
I feel very tired and sick, as if I'm suffering from cancer or something,
please please please give me strength and peace. Cause now, I feel stupid, stupid and stupid,
you still love me right. Just let me get a satisfactory result.

`We are the reason

2007-03-28T19:41:00.010+08:00

Happy Easter!
Jesus loves you!
My mood now, is like,
I feel going around and give everybody a hug and tell them,
JESUS LOVES YOU.

Bible study today was awesome,
I mean, Grace really brings out,
a whole new meaning,
in a miracle such as the resurrection of Lazarus,
I think I spelled his name wrong.

Anw, she also told us something about Good Friday.
I mean, Good Friday, Easter,
to some people, is no big deal,
cause God, who is all powerful,
is just coming to Earth to die for us,
when he'll be resurrected again,
so it's like no big deal.
But, Grace brought out this whole new perspective,
like, God didn't just like destroy sin easily,
although he can,
like he can destroy it my lifting his little finger,
he didn't,
he sent his one and only son to suffer AND die.

Cause she told us, God didn't se sin as insignificant,
in fact, sin is so serious and significant,
that he wants to bring out that to his beloved children,
so he used a big event,
like dearest Jesus to die on the cross for us.
If he didn't, he just destroy sin,
but lifting his little finger,
we may see sin as 'no big deal'

And also, God love us so much, he came down ot Earth to become one of us,
sharing our emotions,
feeling hurt, upset, and yeah, our feelings,
and when he died on that cross,
he not only carried your sorrows,
he carried everybody's,
he carried the sorrows of the whole world,
like imagaine, all your sadness, troubles, tears, hurt, scars,
multiply by the number of people living on the Earth throughout the generations,
all rolled up into one pill,
and he swallowed that one big pill,
that's what he did.

That's why, he understands us,
cause he have been through much more,
he carried the weight on the entire world.
Not only that, during the cruxification,
he also suffered physical pain,
like the thorns and the nails,
when our emotional pain was sometimes like too much for us too bear,
he bore it, not only our's, everybody's,
and plus that physical pain,
see his love for us.
His blood was shed,
for you and me,
and he has risen!

Now, it's like,
I feel so so loved,
but yet, makes me sad,
that dear beloved Jesus,
has to go through all that,
for my ugly sins,
Jesus loves you,
no matter, how ugly, stupid, poor, erm,
retarded you are.

Anw, lunch was so fuuny,
esp Johnathan's lunch,
HAH.

2007-03-28T19:41:00.009+08:00

FORGET IT.
I GIVE UP BLOGGING TODAY.

2007-03-28T19:41:00.008+08:00

I was such a pig today,
I literally slept like half the day,
cause I woke up at 11,
replied my messages, had my lunch,
went back to sleep,
woke up at five,
didn't go anywhere,
ended up at alvi's house.

I was so bored,
and I just wanted to get out of the house,
cause my mum's just nagging and nagging non stop.
Asking me to pack my room,
I PACK ALREADY.
But it still looks like a pig sty to her -.-

Anw, these few days,
I don't know why,
I'm just in a bad mood,
it seems like everybody is.
How come we, 15 year old Singaporeans,
must be troubled with stuff,
that people our age, are not supposed be stressed over.
It's just killing out brain cells.

Aiyah, I wanted to blog about something,
but decided against it.

Training tomorrow.
Suying just taught me how to start,
heh, I'll do better in the next mmr.

Anybody have the ice age CD?
I wanna watch.

GOOD FRIDAY!
Jesus loves you and died on the cross for you.
<3

Actually this quiz thingy is fun.

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Like mother nature, you want to help everyone.
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This thing is quite addictive.

2007-03-28T19:41:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYNA.
Sorry that our cake is so solid,
hahahahas, you can't even cut it.

Anw, it's a horrible,
I'm just in a horrible mood,
and I need to go to Hwa Chong,
which is a COMPLETE waste of time.
All i learnt was that, it has many many steps,
all over the place, and worms too,
so I'm basically, keeping my eyes on teh ground,
and the school is huge,
that's all I learnt.
How interesting.

The teachers there are like,
gosh, they blow up at the slightest things,
siao.
I feel asleep while somebody was presenting,
I really really tired to keep awake already!
It's just too boring,
and the questions were lame.
According to Mrs Tay,
it's once-a-life-time-experience,
more like one-a-life-time-unpleasant-experience,
gosh, so harsh, but I'm really very mood swingish now.

And, I got scolded yet again,
aiyah, I'm damn sian lah,
I wish I'll be sailing tomorrow.

Sorry if I've been rude to you today,
I know I was in a snappish mood to Bryna in amaths,
and to Jiale too,
Sorry.
And I ignored Jaslynn and Alyn,
I'm sorry.

I seriously need like a pig of happiness beside me,
so the happiness will leak out.
Okay, only some people will understand.
Then the sheep will start smiling.

Anw, pitching tent was fun,
seriously, I love pitching tents,
hahahahahas, out third pitching was like so zai,
but we had to unpitch it before we finished,
how sad.

I'm really in a bad mood lah.
I feel miserable.

`I looked upon the cross where you died

2007-03-28T19:41:00.006+08:00

I'm not in the best of moods now,

I'm trying to cheer myself up by being random,

hah,

and I'm going HCI tomorrow,

how fun,

I'm so excited.

How very exciting.

I want to go for REW.

I don't want to miss chem too.

Anw, went to Alvi's house to bake cake for Bryna today,

it was a failure,

hahahahhahahahas!

Okay, not completely a failure,

but thou shalt never bake cake for people's birthday again xD

I think I lost my amaths textbook,

argh, I feel like crap now.

I'm so so busy this year!
Random.

I just got scolded,

aiyah,
I feel so cranky and miserable now,

like wallowing in self pity.

2007-03-28T19:41:00.005+08:00

Gosh, national sailors spend like average of 20 hours on the water,
I'm jealous, hah.
No wonder they are national sailors.

Anw, today was alright,
after school,
luched with weikee,
I know lah, I eat damn slow!
I'll just starve during camps.
Anw, her fanclub is at hm to stalk her again,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS.

And I realised she is also aching at the left arm,
but much worst than me xD
Argh, my sunburns are super pain.
My thighs are peeling and it's red.
Can I skip PE?

OH OH, dear Angel if you're reading this,
THANKS FOR THE COOKIES,
they are really good,
hahahahas, thank goodness you are not Miss ferng!

I think my mother very naggy,
whole day, yada yada,
ask me to pack my room,
aiyo, my room is super neat already lah,
okay, maybe some people's room is still neater then mine,
BUT IT'S HABITABLE.
She says is a pig sty.
):
IT IS NOT.

2007-03-28T19:41:00.004+08:00

I was folding my arms in self denfense, Sianching was gonna hit my boobs. Btw, see the skin colour difference

I think I lead a hectic life,
gosh, this year, I barely have time to stone for for than half an hour.

And now, Monday, Thursdays, Friday I got tuition, Saturday, got sailing,

Sunday got church, argh.

And I lost my emaths textbook,

and I think at least 20 bucks.

I still have emaths, amaths, chemistry and geog to do,

geog and lit notes to copy,

and I haven't read the bible properly for a long time,

except during bible studys in church.

I think I read my textbooks more than the bible lah.

I can't wait for Thursday,

anw, I stayed in school waiting for Jiale,

yay, Alvina was being sweet,

waited with me,

Although she wnats to go home

<3>

Dinner and off to tuition,

until 9.30,

I'm tired.

Bye world.

2007-03-28T19:41:00.003+08:00

Hey! Happy April's Fool.
YOU.

I had such a long and busy day,
lazy to blog (:

My com has a virus,
contracted from Enoch,
gosh, I knw it's not my dear cousin's fault,
but still,
it's quite irritating.

`Superficial smiles.

2007-03-28T19:41:00.002+08:00

Training was cancelled today,
I didn't get the news,
until I reached the club,
which is like at sembawang.
Gosh, the weather was so hot somemore,
AND TODAY WAS THE ONLY I HAD TO TAKE PUBLIC TRANSPORT THERE,
cause my sister was having tuition,
how lucky.
Anw, I think my com has a virus,
and it's quite annoying.

Oh man, it's Sunday already,
tsk, back to school soon,
I'm looking forward to hols.

I'M SUPER DUPER PISSED WITH YOU.
I'm washing my hands off you,
well, you have other people to care.

2007-03-28T19:41:00.001+08:00

And she always bullies me, see, she took one of my shoes and ran away with it.
Are you that crazy over me? My smelly shoe also want.

Omg, Sianching posted SUPER unglam pictures of me,

ahhhhhhh,

it's really unglam,

tsk.

I'm feeling tired tired tired,

training tomorrow (:

Happy Birthday Alvina,

you're 15 now,

stop being so childish and grow up (:

OH OH OH!

Dear batch36 people,

one of our squadmates is missing,

Fazlina, there is a high possibility that she ran away from home,

but still, it's freaky.

Anw, I had such a busy week.

A very very busy one.

Aiyah, I'm lazy to upload pictures from Tuesday,

maybe tomorrow (:

2007-03-28T19:41:00.000+08:00

Hello.
I can FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY VIEW MY BLOG.
Jiale was shouting in the phone,
when she told me that she can view blogs with dashes in fornt and behind.

Anw, me and Jiale came up with the abbreviations of CHEMISTRY,
for our class motto, and I came up with the 3A2-ian pledge.

Class motto :

CHEMISTRY; It's a 3A2 affair.

C- Children of God
H- Hyperactive
E- Effective
M- Mixture of Fun and Studies
I- I love my Class
S- Superwomen
T- Treasure of the School
R- Rich in Wisdom
Y- Youthful

Class pledge:

We, the children of God, who are hyperactive and effective in everything we do, especially mixtures of fun and studies. Every 3A2-ian's favourite sentence is 'I love my class', we are the superwomen and the treasure of PL, because we are rich in wisdom and youthful!

I LOVE 3A2!

Wah, my sec3 days are mad, fun, stress, well everything.
I mean, stuff happens in sec3 that don't happen in other years.

Like doing really stupid yet fun stuff,
like hiding in a place where they store the table tennis table,
when all our other classmates are runnning rounds for PE,
and joining them at the last round.
Things like that, HAHAHAHAHAS!

Today, Alvi ended up chasing all of us around heartland,
omg, so scary man.
Somemore she is a tracker,
all of us were running for our lives,
cause we smashed teh cake into her face xD
Happy Birthday (:

Shit lah, I still have two zhouwenS, Physics, Maths, LitE, Geog,
one of my zhuwen is due after march hols and the second one is due on tuesday -.-
wah, my homework is like NEVER ENDING.
There is not a day in sec3, where is NO homework to catch up with,
AND no homework for the day.
I REALLY REALLY REALLY DISLIKE CHINESE THIS YEAR.

I have to stay back tomorrow,
and after that I got tuition,
oh man, sec 3 is teh first time in my life, I have tuition.

`Feel the wind and ride the waves,
with me.

2007-03-22T22:57:00.000+08:00

I still can't view blogs with dashes in front and behind,
rather annoying,
cause I cannot even view my own blog,
tsk.

2007-03-18T22:33:00.000+08:00

Wah, Sunday already.
I think I tonight no need to sleep liao,
cause my homework's not done,
those nice teachers lah,
the amount of homework the give us,
over a span of one week,
is enough to last me for my whole life.

What a day today.
I did homework in pastamania,
I'm broke for the week.

Anw, near Hougang mall got a 7/11,
today I went there,
OMG. The person at the counter,
the the mother was of long long long ago tuition friend,
when I was still living in 837
when I was still p1 or p2,
I remember her cause she is Korean,
and her son is damn cute,
hahahahas, my age one lah,
but we lost contact liao,
she also don't recognise me,
hahahas, Hougang is such a small place.

As what Jiale said,
You'll know who actually stands up for you,
who really cares about you,
who will remember you.

`Words without actions are nothing.

2007-03-15T16:12:00.000+08:00

Wah, I got bball at 8,
in the morning,
what an ungodly hour for me.
And I got SUNBURNT from playing bball,
I don't usually get chao ta sailing,
when I get exposed to a lot of sun,
I got chao ta by playing bball,
cause today, the weather was crap,
now, I look like a COOKED LOBSTER.

I think my liver's gonna spoil,
cause on tues, I drank quite abit of alcohol,
then today, I drank a lot of 100+,
tomorrow, I think we'll be drinking alcohol AND 100+,
how nice.
And my throat hurts,
I think it's inflammed or something,
very pain,
so pain until I feel like pulling my gullet out.

I suddenly miss Jiale, Jinle, Bryna, Jaslynn, Kimberly and Weiying ):

Anw, I think Weikee was quite pek cek,
that we got thrashed by qi guai people,
and a stupid guy who think he is damn cool.

I feel so emo nowdays,
I always feel emo during hols.

Aiyah, ever since change to this stupid google acc thing,
I don't know how to manipulate my font.

Just now, had family quarrels again,
I hate quarrels lah,
and I'm not even involved,
so I just went out and blade,
Bladed to my old house the playground,
was around 11,
nobody around, sat on the swing,
when blading alone, it was quite dark,
I really felt as if I was walking a lonely road,
but then got God beside me (:
What a day.

Sometimes, you look at others,
and ask yourself,
how come they are so strong yet you're not,
you told yourself not to cry,
but you still do.
Sometimes, you just want to run away,
and pretend everything's alright.

Since young, I've always been dreaming about a perfect world,
like a world without crime, stress, all that crap,
a world which everybody works for each other,
like you go to a supermarket,
but everything's free,
you just take what you need,
don't be greedy,
and everybody just work for free,
everything's free,
nobody's greedy, how nice it will be.
But then when I first imagined that, I was very young,
so it seems quite childish now.

Everytime, when my life starts to go haywire,
I'll never fail to ask God,
why me.
But then, everybody is also having ups and downs,
just maybe in a different aspect.
The worst part is, pretending everything's fine,
so that nobody will worry.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I want to go NZ with you!
I want to go sailing NOW.

"Who I am hate who I've been"

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind,
But I will shy away from the specifics

'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
That it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can't let that happen again
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

Oh man, sounds like me.

`Nobody said it was gonna be easy (:

2007-03-07T21:49:00.007+08:00

Zhijun took this, okay, I think the pictures she takes are cool.

Negative =D

I think thos picture is cool(:

I think this pic is cool too(:

Thanks fellow idiot (:

Their gay times

They are having soooo much fun

Daniel and his sonS

Went to Siewli's house for bbq and skating today,
omg, SHE HAS SO MANY MANY KIDS.
Zhijun, Dianne, Rachael, Daniel, Jonathan, Yuhui and me came.
Richa lives like a few doors away from her.
Anw, her house is damn nice,
I love it,
got basement!
And a fish pond, and swingS!

Her cocktails are like super nice,
but the alcohol cotent is like 40%,
Daniel, Dianne and Rachale got drunk,
esp Daniel,
even his eyes were red,
and he started playing with siewli's three sons,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!
Damn fuuny!
The online,
he told me
C:Hey, so fast reach home?
D:I'm super drink
C:Drink?
C:Oh, I get it, drunk (:
D:Yeah, I knock into a lamp post while walking home

HAHAHAHAHAHAHS! Wth.
I reached home at 11 lah,
and I think Rachael and Yu hui will reach home like,
at 12+?

Skating was fun,
hahahas,
poor Dianne fell down,
anw, LET'S GO FOR A SLEEPOVER AT SIEWLI'S HOUSE NEXT TIME!
It's a deal (:

`Just stay strong, we'll make it through

2007-03-07T21:49:00.006+08:00

I'm lazy to blog,
went to watch sunset,
and on the way back, I lost my way.
Loserish, I know.
I went past, vjc, kc, st patricks, vs,
BEFORE I FOUND MY WAY.
And when i saw vs,
my jaw dropped,
it's super grand, like omg,
I envy Jonathan,
HE GETS TO STUDY IN A SCHOOL WITH 7 STOREYS.
I'm jealous.

Anw, bians outing tomorrow =D

Went dinner.

I suddenly miss Alvina,
I must be mad,
cause she say she'll have a nightmare of me,
xP

2007-03-07T21:49:00.005+08:00

I love blue roses, even my ear studs are blue roses, how random.

Treasure hunt and Vivo was quite -.-
Cause one of our clues got lost,
so we lost.
And we were wading the pool on top of Vivo,
looking for a clue, hahahas!

My brother and mum are arguing again,
almost everyday there will be screaming,
then my brother will be in a bad mood,
then I'll get it.
I face this like almost everyday,
sometimes,
I think why am I born as Claire Lim Yi Xin.

Everything in my world seems to be falling apart.
Sometimes i blame God for choosing me,
to do this, to be that, things like that
I mean, there are bound to be times,
that we get abgry with him,
now, I feel so tired.
Sometimes, I lose the motivation,
that keeps you going,
our purpose is to bring glory to his name,
but then sometimes,
you just lose that motivation.

There are times,
when I wake up,
smile to myself,
that today is a brand new day,
yay, I'm still alive,
thank God for it,
but nowadays,
I wake up feeling,
oh shit, it's morning, there's school,
so sian.

I think I need to do some serious self reflection lah.
Sometimes, the feeling inside you,
you just don't know how to put it into words.

Sometimes, your friends can't be there for you all the time,
that's what Jesus is for right?
If everyybody has friend who can be there for them 24/7,
do we still need Jesus?
Okay, makes no sense to me,
I'm so worn out.

Will you be the one who give me a hug when I'm down,
or just treat it as if nothing happened,
and just let me be.

Sometimes, the things that you go through in life,
you wonder if others are just going through the same things as you,
or is it just only you.
But then, everyone has problems,
it's just how we deal with it.

`I'll be your star

2007-03-07T21:49:00.004+08:00

Hello,
the only interesting thing today,
is that I woke up at 5.20,
pm.
And that I packed my tables,
fun fun fun.

My ipod USB is sort of faulty,
so annoying.

2007-03-07T21:49:00.003+08:00

ME and Alvi, THE EFFECT IS SO COOL.

The table fight is just about to start, everybody will just start kicking each other

She's quite nice lah

Sarah and Miss ferng

Alvi's SO spastic xD

During geog.

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.
YAY!

Time's creeping up behind me,
hot on my heels.
Term1's gone,
just like that.
I feel like it's my first day in 3a2.

School ended at 4 today,
and me, Alvi and Ivy,
went tp eat cup noodles,
hahahas,
I went back to the track with Alvi,
whee, the primary school people,
ARE SO CUTE.
And, whenever I see Alvina's junior,
I have the urge to laugh.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!
I'm so mean.

Maybe not meeting friends during hols at all,
sad sad sad.
Gonna miss you all.

I used to be quite anti social,
come to think of it,
I MISS 5/6 JOY.
Like a lot, our super united class,
who won like almost every competition.

Anw, today, I forgot to bring my edusave form,
then miss ferng looks damn disappointed with me,
but she didn't scold me,
makes me feel damn damn bad,
that I cried.
But in the end, I still handed up,
asked my mum to bring it.

And, sfter that, around 8 plus,
I went to Hougang mall popular to bring stuff,
my mum called me and told me,
that miss ferng has been trying to contact me,
(no wonder I have so many missed calls)
then I called her back,
it was about me forgetting to tick the form,
omg, she scolded me,
cause I divert all unawswered calls to pizzahut/kfc,
then she said she kept calling,
but it was always pizzahut and kfc,
HAHAHAHAHAS!
Omg, damn funny,
esp her voice.
I laughed all the way,
and other people thought I was crazy.

`You and I have been so blessed

2007-03-07T21:49:00.002+08:00

Alvina, this is sailing, hahahas!

I have a lot of homework,
and I'm very very sian of it.

Something freaky happened last night,
now, it seems like nothing happened at all.
Oh well, daddy God sent his angels to protect me.

What a short post,
argh, I hate studying,
but yet, I have to.

`leave the world behind

2007-03-07T21:49:00.001+08:00

In the morning XD

My lovely form teacher, who can be nice, AT TIMES.

I look so extra here, even shorter than miss liang XD

Went to the NEWater plant today,
took like 200+ pictures,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!
Miss ferng can be nice AT TIMES.

Thanks Alvina for being there,
she's very very sweet,
she can listen to me rant about,
school, np, church,
whatever, and still can encourage me,
like a lot,
a big big big big big hug for you.
B. bold and stand up tall.
Jesus heals.
<3

Shuxian haven't told me anything,
so I can't confirm it with you all,
sorry.

`Crafted into your perfect plan.
I don't like the feeling of being sharpened,
but I'm willing (:

2007-02-18T22:26:00.020+08:00

Alvina looks pretty unglam here XD

Got back all my results today,
I failed amaths,
40, E8,
this is the first time, I failed a subject.
I feel damn stupid,
cause my mom just blamed my lan results on using too much computer,
she never knew how hard I worked.
She will never know.

Np was rather ahem,
I forgot to bring Pe shorts,
so I borrowed Yuning's,
omg, I can fit into Yuning's pe shorts,
I'm like twice her size!

Anw, I waited for Alvina until 0630,
when she's supposed to finish at 0530,
thanks Alvi for being there,
Be bold and stand up tall,
she can be so sweet that you wanna give her a hug right on the spot.

Anw, thanks Jiale too,
thanks for your advices,
but my mind's in a whirl.
I feel like giving Jiale a hug too.

What a day.

I'm in no mood to blog some more,
my mum said my results are damn lan,
she's like demoralising me.

2007-02-18T22:26:00.019+08:00

One of the two chinchillas in my house just died,
my mom said cause it was homesick,
as it used to belong to my sister's tuition teacher,
who lets it run AROUND THE HOUSE.

Got back all my test results today,
all of them sucked,
I was so pissed with my careless mistakes,
that I think I dislocated my jaw.
Cause I was holding Jiale's netball in one hand,
and I forgot, so I use that hand to hit my face,
damn pain luh.

When I first got back teh results, I felt like dying,
but then you see everybody getting the same shitty marks,
and the feeling will slowly fade away,
but I still feel stupid in 3a2,
I USE TO FEEL DAMN SMART IN 2A2!

Heats, Jiale helped me ponned half of lit.
HAHAS!
Wah, during the heats,
Weikee suddenly just fall down, I got a shock,
and thought she's gonna die or something,
(I didn't it's her ankle lah)
Then Tiffany ask me to go bring ice,
I ran like mad until I found ice,
then came back,
I was Jiale like also want to die like that,
saying her heart pain,
me and Alvina nearly died of heart attack,
thank goodness, both of them are fine.
It's still quite scary, when you think about it.

That Jiale STILL want to go for training,
siao ah,
heck that stupid dumb coach luh.

After heats, me and Alvina just went to the canteen,
eat and drink,
CAUSE I HAD NOT EATEN ANYTHING FOR THE WHOLE DAY UNTIL LIKE 6?!
Cause of the checking test papers,
took up our breaks,
I realised I forgot that today's supposed to be Alvina's dommsday.
HAHAHAHAHAHAS!
I POKE VERY PAIN! ONE!
*inside joke

And, you, stop treating me like the 'reserve'
take it or leave it,
don't tell me, oh help me,
the next instant, you found somebody esle to do the job,
next time,
DON'T EVEN ASK FOR MY HELP LAH!
You only approach me when nobody is available,
then when she is available already,
you tell me sorry.

I'm currently hooked onto this song.

Your eye is on the sparrow,
and your hand it comforts me,
from the ends of this Earth,
to the depths of my heart,
let your mercy and strength be seen.

You call me to your purpose,
as angels understand,
for your glory,
may you draw all men,
as you love and grace demands.

And I will run to you,
to your words of truth,
not by might not by power,
but by the spirit of God,
Yes, I will run the race,
till I see your face,
oh let me live in the glory of your grace.

2007-02-18T22:26:00.018+08:00

I think this picture is damn cute XD
Found it on the web.

My blogger's still in chinese,
I don't understand a single thing.

Anw, captain's ball training today,
wah, damn funny.
My whole body's aching now,
never doing warm up or warm down.

Jiale was so sweet,
she came ALL THE WAY to Farrer,
to pass me the netball,
and she brought a solution for my sprained finger,
even when I didn't ask for it XD

And I think my legs got tanner XD

My brother's so annoying at times,
he finished all my Ferrero Rochers for V'day can,
the big box that Marvin gave me,
the box that uncle cousin and Edwin gave me,
and the box that Eliz gave me,
ALL FINISHED!
I feel like pouring dettol on him,
since I'm cleaning my wound.
And now, he wants to use the computer to use dictionary.com,
to do homework,
and the laptop is servicing,
oh man, I have to share the computer with such an anal person,
for two weeks.

I'm so bored,
that I resorted to doing crytstallisation ay home,
I tried putting a lot of salt into teh water,
then it's become saturated,
after that,
NO CRYSTALS FORM AT ALL.
I got back salt -.-
Not salt crytals,
not sodium chloride crystals.

Oh oh, I got ulcers for teh first time,
as in those at the front,
cause nomally my ulcers are at the back of my mouth,
then I can burst it.
Now, it's on the front, and I can see it in the mirror.
And it hurts, and it looks groos,
like one white circle.
So my mom asked me to gurgle in salt solution,
and drink the digusting ENO drink,
which is the most waful drink in the world,
and after drinking 3/4 of it,
I threw the rest away.

Sian ah, school tomorrow,
2.4 somemore,
I seriously think,
Miss T is out to kill us,
health freak lah,
SHE TOOK AWAY NASI LEMAK FROM OUR SCHOOL CANTEEN!

2007-02-18T22:26:00.017+08:00

I love Chikopek, Jiale, Jinle, Bryna and so many so many people XD

Anw, training today was bad.
And I forgot to bring my phone out with me.
Somebody crashed into me,
then my knee injury, opened up,
and it was infected,
so my topper was filled with blood and pus,
mostly blood, lot's of it,
damn scary.

So I lost control, cause it was damn pain,
then I wanted to ask Jeremy for help,
then somehow I crashed into his powerboat,
my boom came out,
oh man, got a damn bad scolding from him.

After that, return back to shore,
it was low tide, the water was black,
casue Sembawang is dman filty,
and we 're all stepping on black mud,
so when I wanted to get a trolley for Bryna,
that Malay girl just come and hurry up snatch from me.
She's damn notorious in our class,
cause she is a free rider.
Expects help, but don't expect to help,
collide into people also will not say sorry.

Anw, went to Singying's house for dinner,
learnt to play mahjong XD
Got scolded by mum for coming home at 9,
and not buying dinner for her.
Please, I con't even contact her.

God is good, all the time,
you know what, while sailing today,
I was praying for Jiale,
hoping that the peerlite thing will turn out fine,
and it did! Miss kook didn't scold them,
although previously, the peer lites got scolded damn badly,
power of prayer XD
And, I was praying somebody will have a bball to lend me,
cause it's needed for tomorrow's training,
and most people have only bball or soccer ball.
I asked like a few million people,
then in the end, Jiale,
has a NETBALL!
Which is even more suitable XD
Yeah man, he works wonders.

I'm damn sian about being tuan zhang,
I nearly died of panic today,
when I realised a bball is needed,
and I left my phone at home.
Thank goodness, Daddy God's there.

`Heaven and Earth will shout your praise,
and the wonder of your name.

2007-02-18T22:26:00.016+08:00

What a tiring day.
LESSONS end at four,
np starts at 0430.
Oh man, I was so tired,
then when I hentak, my eyes are closed.

Sailing tomorrow,
wah, one week passed just like that,
time just flies this year.

AND I GOT A 57 FOR MY PHYSICS!
28 FOR MY TEST.
I feel very very angry with myself,
I LOST NINE MARKS DUE TO CARELESSNESS.
NINE!
THREE GRADES CAN!
I feel like banging into the wall now.
I've never gotton below A1 for any Science can,
so now I'm thining why the hell did I took Physics,
when my bio was just as good -.-

Anw, np, less than 10 people turned up,
after np, talked with Sianching,
a lot a lot of things.
I miss those times,
when we're under B34.

Lessons with Alvina, Jinle, Bryna, Wee and Jiale,
Are always funny and interesting,
esp during geog XD

I'M SO TIRED.

`I can't pretend that I don't care.
I really do.

2007-02-18T22:26:00.015+08:00

Just another normal normal day.
Wang lao shi gonna hate me now,
cause I still owe her a compo and zhuo ye.

After school,
Alvi went for training,
me and Jiale went to the track there,
talked about everything under the sun,
hahahas, until both of us nearly cried,
oh man, Alvi should have come!

The grandstand is so nice and peaceful,
it's like you are in your own small world.
Anyway, nice talking to you,
molester, HAHAHAHAHAS!

Np tomorrow,
full-u somemore,
ahhhh, I feel rather bored of having np,
twice a week.

Who compares to you,
you set the stars in their place,
you who calmed the raging seas,
that came crashing over me.

Who compares to you,
you who bring the morning light,
the hope of all the earth,
is rest assured in your great love.

You are magnificent, eternally
womderful, glorious,
Jesus, no one ever will compare,
to you Jesus.

`I do care.

2007-02-18T22:26:00.014+08:00

My blogger's in Chinese,
like wth, HAHAHAHAS!

Anw, I had two very fun days,
I love my classmates,
like a lot a lot.

Although they molest, bully, tease me,
they are the craziest people around,
and sometimes, you just want to pretend you don't know them,
but they are lovable.
<3

Hey you.
Sometimes I don't understand you.
I believe you do have a heart.
But then, I don't know how to say lah.
I'll return you your bestfriend.
You know who you are lah.
I'm making it rather obvious already.
Sometimes,
forget it.

And Jiale,
WHEN I WANT TO SAY SOMETHING.
You went offline -.-

I'm laughing at Alvina,
from her webcam,
HAHAHAHAHAHAS!
SPASTIC.

It's funny that people change all the time.
I'm changing too,
I can feel it in XD
But don't know for the better or worst.
PLEASE TELL ME IF I'M BECOMING A WORST PERSON.
I promise I'll go and do self reflection,
I haven't been doing that for a long time.
I'm sooo busy now,
that I fall asleep once I'm on my bed.

God bless you.
And of course, me.

`You've already paid the price

2007-02-18T22:26:00.013+08:00

Hello,
my common tests are finally over.
LIKE FINALLY.
Physics and Chem were RELATIVELY easy,
compared to the rest of the papers,
although I left a SMALL number of questions blank.
Like one in Chem and three in Physics.

I sleep like a pig on the assembly area today,
Alvina and Jiale beside me,
three of us just lying in the middle,
looking unglam
somebody jumped over us,
according to jaslynn -.-

Went to chomp chomp to eat after heats,
with, Alvina, Jiale, Bryna, Jaslynn, Ivy, Gloria,
and I cannot remember who.

I feel damn violated today.
Gloria for nothing go hit my chest damn hard lah,
ON PURPOSE.
Next, during the bus ride to chomp chomp,
it was damn crowded,
Amanda bumped into someone with the back of her head,
and she though she hit someone's boobs,
I saw it was a guy's armpit,
then I just started laughing and laughing,
she continued saying sorry sorry,
then after that, I told her it was a guy's armpit,
she said she is going to bathe ten times!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!
I laughed till I cried,
SO FUUNY!
And the guy is like a gay lorh, long hair one.

And this Amanda,
we waited ages for her at the canteen,
cause she is a peerlite.
OH! She was the other one that went with us to Chomp Chomp,
anyway, the bus was so packed,
I felt like a crab with a tight shell,
then Amanda could not grab any pole,
She accidently grab my chest!
First Gloria, now Amanda,
I FEEL DAMN VIOLATED.

Dinner was fun, Alvina nearly feel asleep eating,
I was sharing everything with Jiale,
like everything single thing.

And Jiale can be damn sweet lah,
I always notice things like that,
she'll let me Alvina and Ivy eat the Stingray's meat,
then she'll eat the meat left on the bones,
and sometimes she does little things that seems insignificant,
yet, mean a lot.
I love going self high with you XD

Oh, I suddenly remembered talking to Jiale during heats,
that for 200m,
you just aim for Alvina.
Why?
Cause if you overtake Alvina,
you have already overtook the rest of the people running,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!
Wah, Jiale really kept her eyes on Alvina =D
YAY! They both did well,
and Alvi did a 3.77 for long jumps,
OMG. That's damn long.

Anyway, I love Alvina like a lot a lot,
cause she never fails to cheer me up,
even slightly,
and she'll listen to my rantings and stuff,
although they are like no link to her.
Things like my ah ma and church stuff.
Alvina is the most lovable girl on Earth.

I love 3a2 XD

So random!
I'm off to sleep,
Chem SPA tomorrow,
ferngelicious,
WTH. Somebody save me.